Eliza's Anatomy

My ABC Bio

2009-03-24T12:51:00.000-04:00

again, stolen from melificent811 on LJ. really long, i warn y'all.

- Age: 18

- Annoyance: TV shows like Jerry Springer’s and Maury’s.

- Animal: Hounds for dogs..semi/longhaired for cats

- Beer: idk...SMB/light, Coors, and Molson Canadian are the only ones i had..shame, i know.

- Birthday: 011591

- Body Part on opposite sex: Jawline. XD

- Best feeling in the world: Being in love(yes have honestly been in love)/being accepted for who i am

- Blind or Deaf: Oh man, that’s tough...since i love the arts so much, i might as well be deaf.

- Best weather: Fall

- Been in Love: Yes

- Been on stage: Yes

- Believe in Magic: Hmm, idk..either way i guess.

- Believe in Santa: No

- Candy: Skittles!

Color: Green
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Vanilla!
Chinese/Mexican Food: Mexican...

- Cake or pie: Cake.

- Country to visit: It has always been my dream to go to Italy.

- Cheese: Mozarella and cheddar melted in scrambled egg with pesto sauce.

- Day or Night: Night.

- Dancing in the rain: Not really into the rain thing.

- Eyes: I’ve always liked green..but now, i find blue amazing. Cobalt blue, to be exact.

- Everyone's got?: a secret that they are dying to share but doesn’t have the guts to

- Ever failed a class?: Almost.

- First thoughts waking up: Should i get up? What day is it? How’s the weather?

- Food: I’m picky when it comes to it.

- Greatest Fear: Failure

- Goals: Be the psychologist i want and still be able to have time with the arts.

- Gum: Don’t like them that much.

- Get along with your parents?: Kind of

- Hair Color: Dark Brown

- Height: somewhere around 5'3"

- Happy: When i choose to be.

- Holiday: Not really into them. Maybe Christmas, but that’s for everybody..at least for Catholics.

- How do you want to die: Happy.

- Ice Cream: Vanilla, definitely.

- Instrument: Strings.

- Jewelry: Are watches considered? Cause, honestly, i’m a big fan.

- Job: Growing up, i want to travelling everywhere i want. Now, a psychologist.

- Kids: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Babies, i might consider. Toddlers, i tend to get away from them.

- Kickboxing or karate: Kickboxing, i guess.

- Keep a journal?: Used to..usually i keep my thoughts to myself or put them into poetry.

- Love: Is the greatest gift one could give and receive. [well put.]

- Letter: a..yea, the small one...i like the loop i always make when i write it. o_o

- Laughed so hard you cried: Dunno..if i did, its either with the foads and aff. or with my family.

- Milk shake flavor: Not that of a big fan.

- Movies: Drama-Action-Comedy.

- Motion sickness?: Thank God, none.

- McDonalds or Burger King: I don’t eat much from burger king, so i can’t make a choice..it’ll be unfair.

- Number: 6 and 12

- Name: Eliza Andrea

- Number one wish: Everything about my life is stable, i guess.

- Perfect Pizza: Pepperoni and bacon with extra cheese.

- Pepsi/Coke: Coke. But i’ve been craving for pepsi since last week.

- Quality: I really dunno what to put here...[same]

- Reason to cry: Rejection

- Radio Station: Don’t listen to any here. But it’s a toss up between Killerbee and Monster Radio.

- Ring size: i think i’m a 4.

- Song: It’s a race between Chasing Pavements, Melt My Heart to Stone, My Same..all my Adele

- Shoe size: 6

- Salad Dressing: It’s between Caesar and Balsamic.

- Sushi: Kinilaw.

- Skinny dipped?: Not yet XD

- Strawberries/Blueberries: Srawberries

- Tattoos?: None. But i would like to have a maple leaf but with the colors of the Philippine flag on the back of my neck..across the top of my back along the shoulder line would be “Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam” and underneath it “Fortes in Fide” masyadong Atenean, i know. can’t blame me.

- Time for bed: 11pm, after that, i’ll be really cranky in the morning.

- Thunderstorms: Are cool when i'm not outside and afraid they're gonna strike nearby [don’t have the ehart to change this. xD]

- T.V: Grey’s Anatomy, Ghost Whisperer, Law & Order: SVU, CSI, Chuck, One Tree Hill, Greek...the list could go on.

- Unpredictable: Life... you never know where the road will lead to next. [hear, hear]

- Vacation spot(s): I’d bet between Florence and Paris.

- Weakness: Anything soft, i swear.

- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: LOL, no idea.we’re unique in our own ways.

- Who makes you laugh the most: idk, my mom i guess. :))

- Worst feeling: Rejection

- Wanted to be a model: No, honestly.

- Worst Weather?: Snowstorm, hands down.

- X-Rays: Several times between 2004-2006

- Year it is now: 2009

- Yellow: Bright.

- Zoo animals: Not really into the zoo. But it’s kind of sad seeing them in a cage like those people in the carnivals long before...like the blue-skinned man in the five people you meet in heaven..or the boy from the phantom of the opera, i guess it was. i forgot.

Sweet Nothings

2009-03-23T18:27:00.000-04:00

just felt the need to write another one. sigh....

[My] love
[My] sweetheart
[My] dear
For everyday profession

[My] baby
[My] darling
[My] angel
For feelings of vexation

[My] forever
[My] always
[My] vida
For indescribable happiness

Words of sentiments
Wishing to be said;
But you name alone
Can send this heart to overdrive;
Yet your presence, my forever,
Can make a heart specialist lose his méteir

BTW, vida is spanish for life, ait? just want to set it straight, no pun intended.

i'm 68% in love w/ music

2009-03-17T18:22:00.000-04:00

stole from melificent811 on livejournal..[one of the wonderful femslash writers i follow ;))]

Check the bands you've HEARD OF. Not just the ones you like.

Be honest people! If you really have never heard of them, don't mark it. it just makes you look fake.

ALTERNATIVE:

[x] Weezer

[x] Paramore

[x] Panic! At The Disco

[x] October Fall

[ ] The Academy Is...

[ ] Coheed and Cambria

[x] Red Hot Chili Peppers

[x] Yellowcard

[ ] Sugarcult

[ ] The Dresden Dolls

TOTAL SO FAR = 6

COUNTRY:

[x] Rascal Flatts

[x] Carrie Underwood

[x] Leanne Rhymes

[ ] Garth Brooks

[x] Dixie Chicks

[ ] Kenny Chesney

[x] Tim McGraw

[x] Faith Hill

[x] Shania Twain

[x] Johnny Cash

[x] Taylor Swift

TOTAL SO FAR = 15

EMO:

[x] Hawthorne Heights

[ ] Halifax

[ ] Forgive Durden

[ ] Amber Pacific

[x] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

[x] From First to Last

[x] Senses Fail

[ ] Underoath

[ ] Something Corporate

[ ] Hit the lights

[ ] Dear Whoever

TOTAL SO FAR = 19

INDIE:

[ ] The Hush Sound

[ ] Eisley

[ ] Death Cab for Cutie

[x] Dashboard Confessional

[x] The Killers

[ ] Yeah Yeah Yeahs

[ ] Hot Hot Heat

[ ]Gym Class Heroes

[x] Franz Ferdinand

[ ] Modest Mouse

TOTAL SO FAR = 22

METAL:

[x] Slipknot

[x] System of a Down

[ ] Disturbed

[x] Metallica

[x] Guns n' Roses

[ ] Lamb of God

[ ] Slayer

[ ] Hatebreed

[ ] Killswitch Engage

TOTAL SO FAR = 26

POP:

[x] Teddy Geiger

[x] Ashlee Simpson

[x] Kelly Clarkson

[x] Jesse McCartney

[x] Avril Lavigne

[x] P!nk

[x] The Veronicas

[x] Daniel Powter

[x] James Blunt

[x] Natasha Bedingfield

[x] Ryan Cabrera

TOTAL SO FAR = 37

POWERPOP/POP PUNK/PUNK:

[ ] Hellogoodbye

[ ] Cute is What We Aim for

[ ] Cartel

[x] The Click Five

[x] Fall Out boy

[ ] Lucky Boys Confusion

[x] Good Charlotte

[x] Bowling for Soup

[x] Relient K

[ ] Less Than Jake

[x] Simple Plan

TOTAL SO FAR = 43

RAP:

[x] Tupac

[x] Jay-Z

[x] Ying Yang Twins

[x] T.I.

[ ] Paul Wall

[x] Jamie Foxx

[x] Ludacris

[ ] Lil' Jon

[x] OutKast

[x] 50 Cent

[x] Kanye West

[ ] Notorious B.I.G

[ ] Young Jeezy

TOTAL SO FAR = 52

SKA:

[ ] Reel Big Fish

[ ] The Specials

[ ] Mad Caddies

[ ] The Aquabats

[x] Sublime

[x] No Doubt

[ ] Madness

[ ] Operation Ivy

[x] Bob Marley

TOTAL SO FAR = 55

ROCK:

[x] Taking Back Sunday

[x] All American Rejects

[ ] Motion City Soundtrack

[ ] Avenged Sevenfold

[ ] Angels and Airwaves

[x] Evanescence

[x] My Chemical Romance

[ ] Brand New

[x] Green Day

[x] Blink 182

TOTAL SO FAR = 61

CLASSIC ROCK:

[x] The Beatles

[x] Led Zeppelin

[x] The Rolling Stones

[x] The Who

[x] Pink Floyd

[ ] The Doors

[x] Jimmy Hendrix

[x] Queen

[ ] Van Halen

[ ] Bob Dylan

[ ] Simon & Garfunkel

TOTAL SO FAR = 68

Post with the subject as "I'm __% in love/ with music."

survey...zeus, im bored.

2009-03-05T11:14:00.000-05:00

What is on your wrists right now?

- none on the left..forgot my watch this morning...hair tie on the right

What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?

- honestly, i haven’t tried apple cider. so, i can’t choose.

Your phone rings, what do you say?

- hi?

Can you speak another language?

- just Filipino and English.

How are you feeling?

- meh, can’t complain.

Is there anyone you trust 100%?

- there’s a few

Day been rough?

- not really

Will you be in a relationship next month?

- don’t think so..kind of caught up with my emotions for the past year, so yea.

Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?

- yes, my sister’s sweater.

What made your day today?

- arriving home? i’d say grey’s anatomy will but tonight’s epi is a rerun so..

You're thinking about someone, aren’t you?

- meh.

Has anyone said they loved you today?

- sadly, no.

Are you missing someone?

- no.

Are you tired?

- kind of but not really.

Who was the last person you told you loved them?

- my sister.

Have you ever woke up next to someone and were creeped out?

- thankfully, no.

Would you kill a hobo for 100,000,000 dollars?

- my GOD! NO!

How’s your heart lately?

racing. i’m stressed lately.

If you were upset who’s the first perso n you would go to?

- myself. i’ll try to settle what makes my upset and just go to someone if i can’t handle it anymore.

Has anyone ever told you they were in love with you?

- romantically, no.

What’ s one thing you do when you' re mad?

- have a soak in the bath...among others.

Do you like where you live?

- mmyea.

How often do you lose your voice ?

- not very often.

Honestly, if you could go back 5- month s and chang e somet hing, would you?

- no, but i’d be happy if you could extend it to 3 years?

How do you feel about your hair right now?

- indifferent. i mean, i’m at home, can’t care less.

Have you ever had someone sing to you?

- my mom. greatest love at all. her lullaby when i was a kid.

Be honest, do you like people in general?

- no.

Did you kiss or hug anyone today ?

When was the last time you had butterflies in your stomach?

- last night..i was reading a fanfic.

What are you listening to right now?

- come on get higher...matt nathanson

Where were you at midnight last night ?

- on the couch, studying but already nodding off. hahaha.

Did anyone yell at you today?

- no.

Have you lost a best friend in the past year?

- no.

Give me 4 random facts about the last person you kissed:

sister, soft cheeks, RN, the only family member i could confide with (my mother lost the title over...guh. @_@)

Je suis..[tagged by kim]

2009-02-25T11:02:00.000-05:00

List the names that you are called by and name the people that call you by these names.

Tag 10 others to do the same thing

and paste the link on their guestbooks. [ain't doing this part though. those who want to be tagged, then tag yourself :P]

Lys

- ONLY the people who are really close to me..quite a few..they know who they are.

Lilo/Ate Lilo/Ming/Lilo Ming

- dawn galvez, ate anj, and maku. actually, it was just dawn. her "gigil-name" for me. hahahaha. and it stucked. so. and don't ask about Ming. it's embarrassing as already as it is.

Lysa/Lyza/Liza

- var. of Lys too. parents, usually.

Eneng

- grandma. hahahaha. don't you ever call me that. only my grandma is allowed! *deathglare on y'all*

Eli

- joan.

Atemom

- camille. sometimes though but don't ask. :))

Liza Minelli

- trixi (well, used to..) and her sister, ibon.

Twin

- kim. don't ask either. :))

cuznE

- maye. don't ask either.

omg, isa nlng. i dont know! :)) uhmmm...

- Fee. hahahahaha.

parenting :))

2009-02-15T12:30:00.000-05:00

lol, we had a report submitted last week..it's about our personal birth narrative. it's so cheesy. :)) we were asked to write it in the first person POV, but i think it sounds--even if it'll end up cheesy as hell--better in a third person POV. anyway, here's what i wrote. hahahaha.

Tuesday. January 15, 1991. 1:00pm.

The United Nations deadline for the withdrawal of Iraqi forces from occupied Kuwait expires, preparing the way for the start of Operation Desert Storm. Every people in the world had their eyes glued on the television; anxiously waiting for the unpredictable fate life had set upon them. Meanwhile, in Davao Doctors Hospital, Davao City, Philippines in the Southeast Asia, a soon to be mother was rolled into the Operating Room for her scheduled Caesarian birth.

Tuesday. January 15, 1991. 2:10pm.

A healthy beautiful 5.78lbs, 21in., baby girl was presented to the now relieved world because Saddam Hussein had surrendered to the UN Army. “Eliza Andrea S. Yuzon,” the baby girl’s father had written on his daughter’s birth certificate; remembering the time when him and his wife were discussing the name for their child.

“So, like her 4-year-old sister’s name,” said the wife. “This little one should have a name that starts with ‘E’ because you’re ‘Edwin,’” she continued, directing to her husband. “Our little one should, also, have a name that starts with ‘A’ because you’re ‘Angie,’” said Edwin. “Then, combined with ‘S’ for your maiden name, ‘Samaniego’ and ‘Y’ for our family name, ‘Yuzon.’ Which would also give her the initials that her sister has, E.A.S.Y.,” they both agreed. “I wanted her name to have an ‘r’ in it, because that connotes ‘strong,’” said Angie. “How about ‘Andrea’?” Edwin, offered. “Yes.”

They were watching the news when they decided to give their little one the name ‘Eliza’ because one of the newscasters carried that name and the couple liked it.

Eliza Andrea, welcome to the new world.

disturbia [note stole from clovis on facebook]

2009-02-15T11:32:00.000-05:00

* Put your iPod (or MP3 player, iTunes, etc.) on shuffle.

* For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

* YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

* Tag friends who might enjoy doing the note as well as the person you got the note from.

4, 7, 9, 10(even tho i dont like JB), 12, 16, 17 are kind of accurate. :))

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?

-those sweet words.norah jones

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?

-what's going on.MTV all stars

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GIRL?

-will you ever learn.typecast

4. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

-city.sara bareilles

5. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

-elevator.pcd

6. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

-last request.paolo nuttini

7. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

-collide.howie day

8. WHAT IS 2+2?

- truly, madly, deeply.cascada

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

-the time of my life.david cook

10. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

-a little bit longer.jonas brothers

11. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

-tell me why.taylor swift

12. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

-way back into love.hugh grant and drew barrymore

13. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

-but it's better if you do.p!atd

14. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

- agnus dei.orchestra of the wurttemberg state opera [scary!]

15. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

-famous last words.mcr

16. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

-you can't stop the beat.hairspray ost [true!!]

17. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

-tryin to find a reason.martina mcbride

18. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

-adagio in g minor.amsterdam symphony orchestra

19. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?

-let it be.brooke white

20. HOW WILL YOU DIE?

-i'm alive.celine dion [LMAO!!!!!!!]

21. WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?

-only hope.switchfoot

22. WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?

-i'm your angel.celine dion & r. kelly

23. WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?

-if you come back.blue :))

24. WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?

-blue danube.johann strauss, jr

25. WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?

-my paper heart.the all-american rejects

26. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?

-one sweet love.sara bareilles

27. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?

-flowers.rivermaya

28. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?

-flightless bird,american mouth.iron & wine

29. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

-disturbia.rihanna

a crazeh night with Trixi on YM =))

2009-02-13T19:03:00.000-05:00

NOTE: the spaces are either =)) or :))

Eliza

offf

Eliza

ohh*

blckdsh2

Eliza

WTH?! offff

Eliza

samok!

Eliza

God.

blckdsh2

I KNOW

blckdsh2

i was like

blckdsh2

WTH?!!?!!?

blckdsh2

Eliza

blckdsh2

then you said oooh

Eliza

wahahahahaha

blckdsh2

and I was like "oooooh"

Eliza

blckdsh2

offffffffffff

blckdsh2

Eliza

blckdsh2

oooooooffffffffff

blckdsh2

lol

blckdsh2

oooooooooooooooooooof

blckdsh2

the new oooooooooooooooooh

blckdsh2

Eliza

i was typing hhhh na pero i dont know what happened i backspace and ffffff

Eliza

i know!

blckdsh2

Eliza

ooofffff

Eliza

wahahahahaha

blckdsh2

it's so amaysiin!!!

Eliza

*shakes head* i'm an idiot

Eliza

LOL

Eliza

oofffff

blckdsh2

LOL

blckdsh2

hahahhaha

blckdsh2

sorry

blckdsh2

hyper now

blckdsh2

just drank iced tea

Eliza

it's ok

blckdsh2

Eliza

offf no!

blckdsh2

WAHHAHAHAHHHAHAHHAHAAHAHHAH

blckdsh2

i'm abusing caps lock

Eliza

blckdsh2

the power of caps lock

blckdsh2

be amazed

Eliza

yes, you are

Eliza

wahahahaha

blckdsh2

oooooffff noooooooooooo~

Eliza

LOL

Eliza

blckdsh2

ooooooooooooffffffffffffffffffffff

blckdsh2

nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Eliza

blckdsh2

no longer abusing caps lock and is now absing keybord

blckdsh2

ohohohohohoh~~

blckdsh2

lol

blckdsh2

and the new "of" is oh

Eliza

ofofofofofofof

blckdsh2

let's see

blckdsh2

Oh course!!

blckdsh2

POTEEEEEEK

Eliza

blckdsh2

I CHOKED ON ICED TEA

blckdsh2

DANGIT

blckdsh2

OFOFOFO

blckdsh2

MY GALLY

Eliza

OF MY GOD!

blckdsh2

WAAAAAAAAAAAWAAAAAAAAAAAAA

blckdsh2

STOP MAKING ME ABUSE CAPS LOCK DANIT

blckdsh2

I'M DAYING

blckdsh2

DAYING?!@!?

blckdsh2

WTH?!?!

blckdsh2

DYING!!!!

Eliza

DAYING!!!!

Eliza

blckdsh2

I'M DAYING I'M DAYING

blckdsh2

OF NOOOOOOOO

Eliza

you want to speeeeel how it's pronounced!

Eliza

DAYING!!! OFF NOOO!!!

blckdsh2

YIS WI DOOO

blckdsh2

WAAHHAHAAH

Eliza

WAHAHAHAHAHAHA

blckdsh2

OF NOOOOOOOOOOOO WE'RE DAYING!!

Eliza

OF MY GOD!

blckdsh2

Eliza

we're nuts

blckdsh2

yes we are

blckdsh2

Eliza

LOL

Eliza

i dont mind though

blckdsh2

hadn't laughed this hard in a while

blckdsh2

aaahaahha

blckdsh2

Eliza

blckdsh2

ofooofofofofofof~

blckdsh2

wth?!

blckdsh2

lol

blckdsh2

dangit typos!!!

blckdsh2

why r u so funneh?!?!

Eliza

i could imagine your face when i typed offf then corrected myself. WTH face. then bursts into laughter.

[insert confidential conersation :))]

blckdsh2

ooooooh

blckdsh2

tis okay lysee

Eliza

offff!@!@!!@

[insert confidential conersation :))]

Eliza

not ooooh!

blckdsh2

I'M SORRY

blckdsh2

OOOOOF

Eliza

blckdsh2

LOLOL

blckdsh2

my bad!!

blckdsh2

damg typos!!!

blckdsh2

lol

Eliza

damg them!

Eliza

hahahaha.

blckdsh2

OFMYGAAAAAAAAAD

blckdsh2

DAMG THEM TALAGAAAAA

Eliza

blckdsh2

typos should go daaay!

Eliza

DAAAYYYY!!!

Eliza

blckdsh2

adika woie

blckdsh2

hahah

blckdsh2

oh yeah

Eliza

of my God! i'm daying!

Eliza

))))

[insert here confidential conersation :))]

blckdsh2

)))))

[insert here confidential conersation :))]

blckdsh2

did you read my most recent poem?

[insert here confidential conersation :))]

blckdsh2

ahaha

[insert here confidential conersation :))]

Eliza

not yet

blckdsh2

not the best mind you

blckdsh2

http://blackdasher.multiply.com/journal/item/55/I_dont_need_a_Fairy_Tale

Eliza

commented

blckdsh2

lol

blckdsh2

wasn't expecting a comment tho

blckdsh2

ahaha

blckdsh2

guuuuuuuuuuh

blckdsh2

i'm touched

blckdsh2

Eliza

that's what you deal with an emotional-induced-hormoned eliza

blckdsh2

Eliza

but that doesn't mean that i didn't came from my heart.

Eliza

it*

blckdsh2

the new I is IT

blckdsh2

damg typos!!!

blckdsh2

IT HATES YOOUUUU

Eliza

AMF!

Eliza

IT HATE YOU TOOO!!!!

blckdsh2

Eliza

DAMG!

blckdsh2

my gaad

Eliza

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

blckdsh2

it'm really going to day laughing

blckdsh2

Eliza

this is so not good.

blckdsh2

yesh I isn't

Eliza

)))!!!!!

blckdsh2

LOL

blckdsh2

ahahahah

blckdsh2

wonder how people would react when they see this conersation turn retarded

blckdsh2

LOL

blckdsh2

conersation?!?!

Eliza

it'm coughing. gaaad, i's not good.

blckdsh2

conversation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

blckdsh2

Eliza

))))

blckdsh2

I'S TYPO GALORE!!!

Eliza

CONERSATION!!!!!

Eliza

IT KNOW!!!!

Eliza

blckdsh2

I'M DAYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

blckdsh2

DAMG THIS CONERSATION!!!!!!!!1

blckdsh2

WTH??!?!

Eliza

OF MY GAAADDD!!!

blckdsh2

OF NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

blckdsh2

I'S THE END OF THE WOOOOOORLD!!!

Eliza

!!! TYPOS WILL TAKE OVER!!!! I'S NOT GOOD!!! WE'LL DAAYYY!!!

blckdsh2

OF NOES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

got nothing better to do

2009-02-09T08:58:00.000-05:00

Have you ever made out on a couch?
o_O no

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Barq's

When is the last time you cried?
Sunday. Under the shower.

Do you miss anyone?
Yes, I do.

Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Maybe.

What are your plans for this weekend?
I don't know yet. We'll see.

Ever been swimming in a lake or river?
No.

Have you ever been on a horse?
Yes. The other year was my last.

Is it cute when a boy calls you baby?
Uhh...I don't think so. I don't kind of think that's endearing though.

What's irritating you right now?
Meh. None, I guess.

Do you think you will be in a relationship a month from now?
LOL.

Are you afraid of the dark?
Not at all.

Are you listening to music right now?
No.

Do you like Chinese food?
It's good. Although, pork dumpling is my fav.

Is there anyone you wish was still in your life?
Yes, my granddad.

Do you get distracted easily?
Not really.

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Check the weather for the next day so I'd know what to wear.

Do you have any strange phobias?
Strange, no.

Is it easier to forgive or to forget?
They both aren't easy for me. -same

Do you give out second chances too easily?
I used to do that, but I've learned and now second chances are harder to get from me. -same

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I don't know..but if I did, to the person, I honestly am sorry.

Have you dated people who weren't good for you?
*scoffs*

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Depends who it is and what she/he did. -i agree

Believe in love at first sight?
I have to say yes.

What was the worst mistake of your life?
Hmm..probably being the bitch I was this Sunday that just passed. I shouldn't have reacted the way I reacted.

What time did you go to sleep last night?
Almost 1am.

What woke you up today?
My bodyclock.

What kind of shirt are you wearing?
Golf shirt. School uniform.

Do you care if your significant other drinks?
No, but I don't want my partner drunk.

Are you excited for the future?
Meh. I live in a day-to-day basis.

Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say?
Don't have an ex. So...

Do you secretly like someone?
Well..I think everybody likes someone secretly.

When was the last time you yelled at someone?
Last night because my brother was being the way that he is.

Is there someone you liked so much and nothing ever happened?
Mmyea.

Have you ever been given an engagement ring?
No

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
Sunday. :(

Have you done anything you regret in 2009 so far?
I don't think so.

Have you ever slapped anyone?
Punched, actually.

Where is your mother located?
At work.

Are you currently frustrated with a girl/guy?
Yes..myself.

Have you ever been called Prince/Princess?
Oh God. x_x

What is tomorrow?
Tuesday.

Who do you go to when you need to talk to somebody?
She'll know when she'll read this -couldn't agree more

the dream i wish i hadn't dreamt

2009-02-06T19:44:00.000-05:00

Dreams are like documentary films about the thoughts, situations, emotions we suppress with all the power of our mental grip in our waking life. This grip somehow loosens when we became vulnerable. Thus, unleashes these unwanted state of affairs into a remarkable film phenomenon. No one could resist its spectacular film making. No one could do anything but to indulge. When it's in the part where the spectator is the trance. The grip somehow began to be aware and continues to be aware; cutting the spectator into pieces for being deprived of the bewitching prodigy; but was given the realization that in actuality, these sensational emotions the spectator felt while watching the films were just something that they badly want but can't have. Which, in turn, left this despairing spectator to continue on with life carrying the fear of having déjà vu.

©Eliza

LICENSE

albums to buy

2009-02-01T05:39:00.003-05:00

i just want to make a list cos i've been saying to myself "i am so gonna buy that album" but i never did. the list is getting out of hand that my brain is close to malfunctioning.

Legend:

Artist - Album

1. Adele - 19

2. Alanis Morissette - Flavors of Entanglement

3. Coldplay - Viva la Vida or Death and All His Friends

4. David Archuleta - David Archuleta

5. David Cook - David Cook

6. Jason Mraz - We Sing. We Dance. We Steal Things.

7. Leona Lewis - Spirit

8. Mike Francis - All Rooms with a View, The Very Best of Mike Francis

9. Natasha Bedingfield - Pocketful of Sunshine

10. Pink - Funhouse

11. Secondhand Serenade - A Twist in My Story, From Me to You (EP)

12. The Fray - The Fray

13. The Veronicas - Hook Me Up

it'll get longer, i swear! got a lot of things in my head atm.

emotion wriggling out under my pectoralis minor :)

2009-01-05T18:23:00.000-05:00

i've been doing a lot of thinking these past days. i can't keep every conclusion i've made in anymore. but as always, i'll be vague about the details.

i'ven't been sure of myself like this ever. before. i have no way of expressing about it but now i thank the nagging feelings i have the past minutes because i've found something that explains every conclusion i made. check the link found at the end of this blog and read the Artist's Comments. she concluded my conclusions. lol.

http://nonnetta.deviantart.com/art/You-and-I-93500461

stay safe,
eliza

In-sanity

2008-12-29T12:05:00.001-05:00

yay! new poem after a looooooooooong time. @_@
For my Muse, as always.

Sailing away from each other
Carried by opposing currents
My nightmare from the past
It is catching up on me

Something new to be feared, it brings
Deafness on it's one side
Muteness on the other
Gifts, as presented, to us

Being stripped bare, it feels
With no you to protect
From the open vulnerability
That humiliates me

Down Insanity's throat
I found myself
Over the lost time
I've been exposed

But a sinking feeling in the gut:
Cradled in my hands, close to my heart
Now gone, empty and hollow
What...? but sure my eyes stung by soakness

Leave the Light On by Sara Ramirez

2008-11-07T13:53:00.001-05:00

O-M-G. i really fell hard with this song. gosh. i really fell in love with this song! y'all should give it a try. :D

LOADS of thanks to BetweenThaLines for the mp3 file. :)

here are the lyrics:

who was i before i met you
before i had you in my heart
where was i when you aren't by my side
lonely and lost in the dark
now it's the hardest thing i'll ever know
learning to let you go

and i thank you everyday
for all you gave to me
for saving me, for the strength to carry on
when i close my eyes
i feel you close to me, still holding me
even though you're gone
and every night i leave the light on

days go by i'm here without you
i'm missing all the things we shared
but i won't cry
i will not worry about you
in my heart you'll always be there
can you hear these simple words i say
a million miles away

and i thank you everyday
for all you gave to me
for saving me, for the strength to carry on
when i close my eyes
i feel you close to me, still holding me
even though you're gone
and every night i leave the light on

just to remind me (i leave the light on)
i dream you find me once again (i leave the light on)
to lead you home where i am waiting (where i am waiting)

and i thank you everyday
for all you gave to me
for saving me, for the strength to carry on (for the strength to carry on)
when i close my eyes
i feel you close to me, still holding me
even though you're gone
and every night i leave the light on
and every night i leave the light on

♥

Vent the Fifth

2008-10-13T12:29:00.000-04:00

I need to vent what I feel for the past months. I need to vent what I've realized and/or observed for the past months. It makes me ask myself what the hell happened? Where the hell did I lose my sight on something I promised I'll look after for? How the hell did I end up like this? Why the freaking hell I feel like I'm a robot or a doll with strings that did not know she was tied on?

Yes, my dear poor readers who have to suffer AGAIN from my rants but still stayed by my side, I felt that I changed. I noticed that I changed. Especially my study habits....and something else. You know that I would never leave something so important to the last minute, right? But I did and am. That's not ME! I have no idea where THAT Eliza went. I feel like my soul is gone. I feel like I was left on a pedestal and now it has sunken in my system, I don't know what to do. I don't like this feeling, I don't like to be in this situation. It kills me to realized this and have no idea how to deal with it. I feel like I've been suppressing ALL my emotions that I forgot how to feel, how to be sympathetic. It makes me cry because I know my being empathic defines who I am, defines my life. Now that it seems it's gone, therefore I have lost the meaning of who I am; the little important microchip that keeps me going, that gives life to me.

It bugs me to say; to admit to myself that I have changed....for the bad it seemed. I don't know if I'm losing myself or it really is true. But I really really BADLY wish this is not true; that the ol'Eliza is still there, hiding somewhere. I am finding the need to be slapped and to be shouted "WAKE THE FREAKING HELL UP, you were murmuring in your sleep, you were having a nightmare." (huhu) I am finding the need to be reassured that I am just having a phase in my life especially now that I am far from "home", that I have to learn to adapt to the whole new environment I am exposed to which I will be living in for the rest of my life.

=(

SBI-3U1: Science Biology Grade 11 University Preparation Level

2008-09-24T16:04:00.000-04:00

*faints*

SUNGGOOOOO!!!!!! T_T i'm doing a lab report about the experiment we did today which is due TOMORROW. it sucks reaaaaaaal bad. it is not done in a group effort, the lab report, i mean. the experiment, we did in a group effort. i am currently draining out of "brain juice" as my FOADS would say. it's tough. you know the feeling when you're sleepy at class but you are trying SOOO HARD not to dose off? it is what i'm feeling right now. and i still have a project in travel and tourism class which is to be passed next thursday. my partner and i decided to finish the paperwork this week and on saturday, and probably after school next week, we'll finish the drawing of the map. that was really out of the topic....i cannot navogate my train of thought! goodness me! this soooo bad. T_T i just went here to "balance" or "get hold" of my thoughts so i won't be drown by the essence of biology + the essence of maam buladaco's attitude in my biology teacher here: ms hart-cosgrove. @_@ i didn't even bother separating these thoughts in paragraphs. i'm detangled. i feel like i'm gonna explode....not in a pervy way you dimwits. T_T i think this is what i get when i am away from my tranquilizers (FOADS and GM group...especially FOADS...won't forget the FOADS+, too). i wanna screaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmm!!!! T_T akshdjheufkasjbkjfhaoifhsdfbsdofuhewoifhaskdjhsakhQIU *@!&^&%r*#yr%o*#yqro hdUHiuhd*@qyeiqhd*@ytreOWQ

=(( T_T

RE: Math Class: all girls class...do you know what that means?

2008-09-19T18:16:00.000-04:00

the other other day...o_o basta, earlier this week. we had an addition to our math class...a boy. they were all like, "a boy! omg! we have a boy! carly! we have another boy in the class! omg! omg!"

OMG..i was laughing my ass off deep inside. his name is joesph..sir calls him joe..those squeaking girls call him joey. anyway, today our teacher was out so we had a sub and he just made us to the review seatwork for our test on monday. MOST of them didn't do it. so they just talk and talk..@_@ i was minding my own business, working on what was asked from us..i got familiar to their voices but this certain voice was so new to me..i thought to myself "did some girl skipped her class to go to our class?" so i turned around. and i was like *jawdrop* omg...that was joey's voice! he's so gay! ohmigaaa..O_O sayang naman, as always, the cute AND nice guys are gay. *sigh* the awful truth. hahahaha.

ok, yes, i admit..nag-yawyaw ako. and just so y'all know, i COMPLETELY don't have anything against gays. i support gay pride. they are the happiest people i know and when people are happy, i'm happy. my mother doesn't like the idea that i support gay pride. and i don't know why i'm making this an effing big deal! gosh. Lord spare me. @_@

moving on....bought 3 books and cost me $48.72..*shakes head* it seems like its the expensive "vice" people can be addicted to. o_o

*end of rant*

Math Class: all girls class...do you know what that means?

2008-09-17T18:23:00.000-04:00

not really ALL girls class. we have like 3 boys plus the teacher, so that's 4. still, girls dominate. and do you have any idea what that means? gosh...

it's like our math class has it's own anthem....these girls are singing this song, "I fell (I fell) so fast (so fast) can't hold myself back high heels (high heels) red dress (red dress!) all by yourself gotta catch my breath. I'm slipping into the lava and I'm trying to keep from going under baby you turn the temperature hotter cause I'm burning up, burning up for you baby"

i was like, my gally! O_O *headdesk* and i think i must say i'd rather hear them singing that than hearing our teacher humming the livin' la vida loca. crap. we had had enough of that song cos that's like our morning music every other day. @_@ i should be at least happy cos i think he's italian but no...he's weirding me out. TOO PERKY! for a guy his age?! *faints*

anyway, that's about it. i'm done yapping. how's everyone?? :)

PS: +1647-802-8706 is my canadian phone number. o_o

survived the first 2 weeks of school

2008-09-11T19:08:00.000-04:00

thank goodness.

we only have 4 subjects in a day, which is supposed to be great because it's just half of the subjects we had at smad, but noooo....i have PE first period (not sure if i told most of you folks, but i know some of you knows that)..and you know what that means? i get sweaty first thing in the morning. i get tired first thing in the morning and it's not even reached half of the day!! @_@ now, my muscles are so sore. it sucks too, being a new girl in school, cos whenever we'll have pairing up, i always end up no partner since there are 25 students in gym class, incl me. *sigh* it's ok, right? i mean, it'll get better....eventually. *petpet self*

the other subjects aren't giving me that much toll unlike gym class. although, my biology teacher is like ma'am buladaco (smad students can relate). she doesn't open her mouth that much. she always seems to be proper. her jokes aren't really jokes...o_O sarcastically, i feel nostalgic about it. LOL. i dunno if i told anyone about this, if i did, sorry for being a sirang plaka. hehe.

i'll end here cos i still have a bio quiz tomorrow, hafta study. @_@ (dala pa rin ang pagka-marisian hahahahaha)

PS: photo with the new camera: sony cybershot dsc-h50 ^_^

UPDATE

2008-08-23T09:11:00.000-04:00

Most of y'all don't know that I'm already earning......twice than my mother, actually. I've been a ticket seller at the Canadian National Exhibition since August 15th. It's like a seasonal carnival here; with all the rides, concession stands, and all those stuffs that you see in a carnival. More or less, I receive $8 an hour. This week, I've been working there for 18hours. 9:30am-3:30pm.

What makes me earn more than my mother is I have another job at Tim Hortons. It is like Dunkin Donuts or Starbucks. More or less, I receive $8 an hour, too. This week, I have worked for 30 hours. Mon-Fri 5pm-11pm. So, after the CNE work in the morning, I travel directly to Tim Hortons. Almost an hour commute. *dies* So, in a day, I've worked for more or less 14 hours. I'm soooooooooo tired!!!!

There are times that I just want to give up Tim Hortons because it had take a toll on me; do the cashier, make coffee, clean up the place, etc. I should do SOMETHING when there's no customer at the counter. Every night, I couldn't feel me legs, my feet are super pinkish. Although, I like the night shift better because it's not that busy and rush unlike the morning shift and at the end of the night, I could just take out as many donuts, muffins, cookies, pastries I want. Plus coffee.

Next week, at least I'd get enough rest at night since I'll be working M-W-F at Tim Hortons in the morning (I'm so gonna die after my shift with all the rush T_T) and T-Th-S at CNE as Ticket Seller in the morning as well. What keeps me going every work I have is I am earning. I could help out in our expenses and I could slowly save up for University; post-secondary education.

That's about everything about my "work-life" here in Canada. Now let's go to my education...

I don't know my timetable is but I already have the subjects that I'll be taking up. I don't have the list with me, it's with my mother. But only 2 of the subjects I'm gonna take has stuck in my head. First, PE. WTFFFFF.....I don't want to take up PE! My brother wants to take up PE but he got ART DIPLOMA. I want to take art diploma! @_@ Second, it really made me go o_________________________________________________O WHAT THE EFF?!!!?!!! Why would I take this?!!?!! *dies* it's Social Science PARENTING COURSE. WTFFFFF!!!! I don't have any plans to be a mother just yet! God. *dies again*

Oh wait, I found the notebook where my mother wrote my subjects. u_u alright, my subjects are English 11U, Geography, Math 9 and 10, Biology, PE, Social Science Parenting Course. English 11U meaning University level. I think my subjects are supposedly for my brother and my brother's subjects are supposedly for me. His subjects are Math 9 and 10, English, Civic and Career, Grade 9 Art Diploma, Grade 10 Business Class. o_o wtf, he's gonna take BUSINESS CLASS???? XD I think there's a possibility that we'll be in the same class for Math 9 and 10, I don't know.

I think that's it. And its like I'm blabbering. I mean, -- oh nevermind. I dislike explaining myself.

.....

I Need A-Way by Eliza Andrea Yuzon at www.poetry.com

2008-08-14T15:54:00.000-04:00

Link

pls vote for my poem. thanks! ^_^

Vent the Fourth

2008-08-11T20:17:00.000-04:00

WARNING:
1. This is long.
2. I mean everything I've said in this...whatever you like to call this, I don't care.
3. This is not poetry yet there are still creative tinge to it. Since, my mind's exploding as I wrote this on paper and my poetic "powers" isn't working that well...not being ever so thick about it, ait?
4. I just hope you, reader, would read this until the end, "it is better to finish what you've started than to leave it hanging."
5. Frankly, I badly need someone to listen in times like this.
6. Few of the conversations were originally in Tagalog.
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First of, I poured my eyes out this afternoon. Just my eyes, yes; that's just like a small spill from a glass full of water.

I was peacefully rereading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows in the bedroom because I have nothing else to do and basically, I was trying to cool myself down. My mother and my sister arrived home after I ate pizza and flipped 10 pages of the book. My sister discovered the broken drinking glass, with an accusatory tone she said, "the glass is broken." As usual, my * of a brother would lit up and replied in a blaming voice, "Lysa..." Mind you, I was still in the bedroom TRYING to concentrate on reading, and thought to myself that I'm not in the mood to deal with it. But still, anger is slowly creeping in. My mother came in the room and went to her closet and said in a non-committal voice, "I already mentioned don't stack the glasses up." I just sighed inwardly. Then, as if the already spilled glass of water that was vibrating then now shaking violently and spilling more water. Yes, I cried when my mother left the bedroom. For a while, I cried my eyes out but still straining to hear if there's any movement that my time of vulnerability have been interrupted by opening the bedroom door. With such a small apartment for a family of 5, there's a 99% chance that my state will be discovered. But by a fraction of a second, thanks to acting workshops and experiences I had, the remainder of the chance I wasn't caught. As a matter of fact, the intruders nested in the bedroom but not touching me. I was breathing deeply to calm myself but hoping they won't suspect anything. I sobered up and went out, no place to stay but on the sofa, which is public for everyone residing in the apartment.

I set up the table. Went to the laptop, sidetracking, obviously. With an additional help from my playlist. I didn't eat dinner because I was still full from the pizza I ate around 5 in the evening.

I DID NOT EAT. Yet, I was asked to wash the dishes. I DESPISE that household chore. with all my being. Still, I did it. We had arguments about it but I don't want to bore you to death, as I suppose you are now, so I won't write it down.

When I was washing the dishes, I already have THIS VENT in my mind. I was a tiny bit relieved because I know NO ONE will cut me off.

Straightforwardly, I am angry with the TREATMENT of my family towards me. I feel like a slave when I am home. Home, as in not only here in Canada but also back in the Philippines. But especially here in Canada. Like I said, I DESPISE washing the dishes, yet they still made me do it just because when I do it, I do it properly and neatly...aint bragging here but they said it themselves. Well, at least mother did. Is it fair? I washed the dishes when in fact I did not eat? It is true. Just because I want everything to be neat and proper to the point that people tease me that I have OCD doesn't mean they should give these kind of chores to me. How can the other people living in this household learned to be like that too--to be neat and proper--if they won't practice or do it themselves? Just like in all team building or teamwork, give others the chance to do something so that they would learn what others have learned from this kind of work or activity.

My mother despises doing the laundry. Although, the laundry here is easier than it is back in the Philippines. Yet, I am doing it. So, that's like relief for her, right? Washing the dishes here, in the apartment, is the same as in the Philippines: mano-a-mano. I won't mind if there's a dishwasher, I could just load the dishes, load the cleaner in the machine, then leave it there, that's it! Just like the laundry here. But no...I would still have calloused hands. Is there a relief for me?

My father, he's here. So as his attitude back in the Philippines. *dies* I am not a victim, but my brother. Father was on the laptop or was answering some Sudoku puzzles, I'm not sure. He asked my brother to bring him a glass of coke. *jawdrop* my God, can't he do that for himself? It isn't as if the refrigerator is that far from him. We won't try to sneak in to use the laptop or answer some puzzles when he's away. My brother and I survived without a maid for 2 months. We even tried to survive without a maid during our first few days of stay here.

I. Am. Not. A. Slave. But. I. Feel. Like. A. Slave....a slave to my OWN family? O_O I am tired of this. I kept on saying I. Do. Not. Like. To. Wash. The. Dishes. yet, they still let me. I kept on doing the organizing things. I am sick of it. I have been doing it for a weee lot of times. I don't need any more of it, I suppose so. It's like I'm over-practiced for it. I have already learned from it. How can my character grow when I keep on doing the same things? How can others' character grow when they aren't given the chance to do what I've been doing for so long?

This may seem out of tune but this question had been lighting up in my mind since this afternoon: How can I count my blessings when that has been happening is otherwise?

Thank you, for listening/reading my vent. It is much appreciated.

Fascination

2008-07-25T03:27:00.001-04:00

Stunned
Serene
Relaxed
I felt when I met you

Extremely happy
All smiles,
All day
I felt when you touched me

Warm
Secure
Gleeful
I felt when we talked four hours

Waited so long
To feel this way again
Didn't know it'd be you
To leave me indescribable

Falter

2008-07-24T18:24:00.000-04:00

daaaang, i forgot to put this in here. @_@

Trying to hold back
Moving on, diverting
Secluding myself
Evading these hurtful feelings

Being exceptionally happy
Had finally moved on
The light, unforeseen
Calling on my name

The intense of your eyes
Burning holes on my skin
Never seen nor felt for awhile
Confusingly happy again

Never thought falling too deep
Three bittersweet years
Ensnared, bound with an adamant bond
Fondly treading yet hopeful to be free

ish extremely happy

2008-07-24T15:03:00.000-04:00

Yes, I am extremely happy. First, because Ate Anj is officially an RN. I knew she would pass it. *hugglestightateanjluffs* Second, because I just am. :D because I've finally chose what I want with no one holding me back. I mean, I went for what I want. :D

Have a great day!

Blindness by José Saramago

2008-07-21T16:09:00.000-04:00

"Before every action, we were to begin by weighing up the consequences, thinking about them in earnest, first the immediate consequences, then the probable, then the possible, then the imaginable ones, we should never move beyond the point where out first thought brought us to a halt."

"The good and the evil resulting from our words and deeds go on apportioning themselves, one assumes in a reasonably uniform and balanced way, throughout all the days to follow, including these endless days, when we shall not be here to find out, to congratulate ourselves or ask for pardon, indeed there are those who claim that this is the much-talked-of immortality."

José Saramago is just like Paulo Coelho; a novelist who writes in Portugese. Had a number of novels published in different languages.

Now, I borrowed my English teacher's book, Blindness by José Saramago. It is written in an artistic way that tells the reader how oblivious the people of the world became about the realities that had been happening all over.

A movie based from this novel will be released this Fall.

Lake

2008-07-13T12:06:00.003-04:00

Artist's Comment:
This was the other day. I mean, I wrote this the other day.

It's true that I was in the washroom when I imagined that I was at the lake (I was thinking of going there after I took my bath, but didn't) and the lifeguard came to me. How ironic, isn't it. I never thought about it before I was typing it in on notepad. LIFE-guard.

I wrote it first on paper then transferred to notepad. o_o

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I was sitting on the bench by the lake at 8pm of Friday. Thinking of what happened before I left for there. My eyes began to water again when the lifeguard on duty came to me. She seems like someone my age with her brown hair tucked securely in a bun and wearing the usual baggy lifeguard shirt on with shorts and flipflops looking as ready as a lifeguard should be. She stopped her tracks, looking back at me, hesitantly.

"I think you should know that I'll be leaving in half an hour," she said.

"Oh, okay," I replied. "Don't worry, I won't be swimming tonight; with these clothes on," pointing at my jeans and long sleeved top together raising up my sneakers, "I don't think so."

She looked rather concerned.

I assured her right away, "I won't drown myself, if that's what your thinking," smirking at the thought of it. "There are people," I continued, "who look up to me when they need me and some people expecting me to be home any time soon." Thinking of my family. Family, uh-huh.

I gave her a small smile. She smiled back. "Well, that's good to know. But that's not why I came here to you," she said, sitting by my side. I gave her an embarrassed glance before looking away. "Sorry, I always have the tendency to yap when...I'm thinking."

"You've been here for an hour, just sitting and stare."

"I'm just thinking," I repeated, my voice cracking. How embarrassing! She just gave me a look as if urging me to continue. Then everything just burst out.

I miss my best friend. Not just physically but i miss HER. Whenever I cry out, she'll turn everything away and be by my side reassuring me that everything will be alright, if not now but eventually. But now I've cried out, haven't heard those words from her anymore. I know she's got school to focus onto and I don't WANT to get in her way but can't she spare a little time for me? Just a little. Especially now that I NEED her? Can't she even send an e-mail or an SMS (it won't cost her that much to send an SMS) telling or saying that she's just checking up on me? Or saying that she's alright? Or anything just random? I receive e-mails from her but only those usual forwarded things.

At home, I'm having problem with my brother. There's no day that we don't argue or get angry to each other. I am sick of it. I want to stop it. Doesn't he want it, too? Or is he enjoying these bickering of ours? I keep on restraining myself before it gets worse. He won't listen to me. He thinks he is right when what he's saying or when his principles are morally wrong (he's not swearing, mind you). I keep on correcting him. He won't still budge. Mother would always slip in and leaves her word.

He prefers his friends over me, his sister. He prefers to be with them on the subway back home rather to be with me or with me and his friends. He thinks that he's more independent with that. But he could be with me and act like we're just friends and not kin. He left without me when our mother told him to wait for me because I'll just be a while. He prefers to be alone in commuting rather to be with me commuting. He told our mother that he doesn't care.

Then there's this one thing that blown me farther away and I can't see clearly because tears have clouded my vision. I was crying like some dam overflowed and eventually knocked down by the pressure of the water.

Then a gush of wind, coming from the washroom window, pushing me to the sink to wash my face before leaving, hoping no one would notice anything.

End.

Confidence

2008-06-30T22:17:00.005-04:00

i don't think that's good....but i don't know, i just find the NEED to write another poem. it's been quite a while since i wrote my last one...and i don't know why...so, i tried writing again and that's what i came up with.

don't torture me, please

Feeling like a rock;
Sitting still on the ground
Waiting to be moved
Monotonously living.

Feeling like an edifice;
Standing still and tall
Seeming stong and stern
Firmly living.

Feeling like an artist;
Painting, writing, drawing...
Shooting, dancing, acting...
Living by passion.

Feeling so idle as if born to be
Acting like has a sure foundation
Living for the sake of living
Just a facade of something more...

Asking why all the time...
Seeking answers for what?
Pleading for a way how?
...where is my inspiration?

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Here in Toronto

2008-06-18T10:11:00.002-04:00

Daaaaaaaaaaaaang! Survived our first week of stay here! @_@ thank God!

Right now, I'm eating my late breakfast. Since it's 10:30am already here. Yes, I just woke up. Lol. As usual, wheat bread with butter. =/

I've been really stupid for the past week. Well, ignorantly stupid. XD i always find myself go "oooohhhh!" "coooool" hahaha. You know why? the packagings of products here are huge! I mean, we bought a bottle of Ketchup which is 1.25L! Costs us $2.94, I think. There's a smaller one but there's only a small difference of how much it is worth. So, we went for the 1.25L. In the Philippines, the largest volume of Coke that you can buy is 1.5L. Here, I don't see anything lower than 2L of Coke. That's in the grocery, I mean. You can buy 954mL of Coke in some stores around, though. But still, they're big. Lol, even the vegetables here are huge. Pechay as we call it in the Philippines, they call it Bok Choy. o_o and yes, they're bigger than our Pechay. But they also have these small carrots. I don't know how it is called. My mother really likes it because it's sweet and crunchy. I told her last night when she was eating them, "Ma, you're like Bugs Bunny." cos when Bugs eat his carrots we could hear how crunchy it is, right? lol.

Even Lake Ontario is huge, lol. We went there last Thursday. It was really really nice. It's walking distance from our apartment, actually. It was rather cold there. By the lake is the Marie Curtis Park. It's a really really nice park. You could just sit anywhere and be "emo." LOL. But dude, there are swings (obviously, parks should have swings. XD) and by God they hurt!!! When you just sit down, it's like your bottoms are being squished in a way like you're squishing a stress ball. @_@ and when I sat down, diba usually your feet would touch the ground? Mine doesn't. My feet were hanging. Lol. Well, except for my brother, he's tall so he can reach the ground. Lol.

Before I started doing this blog entry, I was having (and still am) a feeling. A feeling that I fear I'd feel. Since, I know I can tolerate things to the extreme. But just seeing again my family back in the Philippines through webcam, I felt (the inevitable for most) homesick. Literally, home....I miss my home back in Philippines. *sigh* and the people that made it a home. The people who stepped in and out of our home. =((

End.

Black Cat...Poker...Whiskey!

2008-05-17T09:10:00.003-04:00

My father's a Freemason. His lodge and another had a basketball game last night (May 16th). After the game, we went to one of the Freemasons' place at Insular Village for his birthday dinner....

On our way to Insular Village, a black cat passed our way. My brother and I we like "OMG" but dude, that was a lucky black cat. The Freemasons played poker. Father was one of the players and he won! LOL! I was all giddy all the while that they're playing but I just kept it inside. Must not show expression in playing poker. Haha.

To top it off, I had two shots of Chivas Regal Blended Scotch Whiskey. I felt kinda hot..literally I mean. LOL. I could go on, actually, but i didn't. =| I also had red wine before the whiskey, haha! But I tell you what, I liked the Whiskey more than the red wine or the San Mig Light. XD

Even though I wasn't able to go online that day, last night really overshadowed the sensation internet gives me. XD

End.

Bittersweet

2008-04-21T21:08:00.001-04:00

Author's Comments
there's no poem i've written for -dotdotdot- where i didn't shed a tear.

i suppose this isn't that good. and it seems vague but nvm.

thanks for reading and commenting(if you commented).

So flustered, so confused
Signs I see everywhere;
I hear sequentially
Am I really in love?

I am not wishing for this,
I didn't ask for all these
They all say love comes to you
When you least expect it to.

It's love, this foolish thing say
It's not, this sensible thing say
An epiphany, unnoticed, unwilling
A peace of mind, I yearned.

Is this really love?
with these bittersweet signs?
Is it this not love?
With equal bittersweet reasons?

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Rainforest of Tears

2008-03-26T12:53:00.004-04:00

ARTIST'S COMMENTS:
wow. two deviations in one day! tsk3...each i let a tear or two shed.

again, i don't think it's one of my bests. >_<
i do feel numb right now...

inspiration: as usual...the one behind almost all my poems. 11 out of 21 poems was inspired by one person.

to my inspiration: how can i not be emo(tional) when you're the one who's making me emo(tional)? how can i not be sad when you're the one who's making me sad?

The flame of my love for you
Had finally died out.
It's good, my mind would see it;
It's everything you could ever ask for.

Not because of unrequited love;
Love you did give me.
Am I the only one who stands up for it?
It seems you've backed down.

I thought you understood,
You said it was okay.
You made me believed it.
I thought it's fine loving you this way.

I was elated, in fact
That you acknowledged my love
But the weather changed--
Happened faster than lightning.

Your acknowledgment gone,
Vanished before me
And here I am now
Soaked by my own tears.

So burdened, so confused.
Why did I let myself get fooled?
My empathy shattered,
Numbness in the the rain forest of tears.

But still, I don't think it's your fault.
I don't suppose, because I love you so.

PLAGIARISM is a BIG NO-NO!!

There's no poem i wrote that i didn't shed any tears.

End.

Vent the Third

2008-03-25T13:55:00.002-04:00

ARTIST'S COMMENT:
FOADS: the title my friends and i gave to ourselves. and you guys don't want to know what it truly means. but we go for the alibi, For Our Asian Development Services. ;D
(anyone who knows the true meaning, don't spread it out.)

YOU: one of the heartless gits i mentioned on Vent the Second

i couldn't sleep. i was topsy-turvy for like 3hours and couldn't sleep. i was thinking, honestly. and i came up with that.

question for y'all readers: do i sound "controlling"? T_T

GO AWAY! I don't want YOU anywhere near me, as much as possible a mile radius is the closest distance YOU can ever be. This goes with my friends. Especially my FOADS. Don't YOU even dare coming anywhere near them. Not even talking or chatting with them. Just please GO AWAY. T_T

End.

Paradise Isle

2008-03-18T06:22:00.001-04:00

To deserve this
I think not.
Too much for me
Is really too much.

Taking away a candy
From an innocent child
As awful as like this
I really do feel.

Not one but two
Did this unruly thing;
Blocking away the only lane
Between me and my friends.

I am hurting
Don't you see?
I need my outlets
So give way please

Do I have to wait much longer?
I've been waiting all my life
For a miracle to finally come
That I'd be with them again.

All it does to me:
Lead me to the land of tears;
Hoping against hope
It'll be paradise isle.

PLAGIARISM is a BIG NO-NO!!!

Vent the Second

2008-03-14T11:30:00.003-04:00

I'm putting up with these HEARTLESS people, especially BOYS, especially HIM and my BROTHER. When all I am doing is surviving this HELL of a life!

T_T *sobscriessobs* T_T

aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrgggggghhhhhhh!!! infuriating GITS! ugh!

Vent the first is at my deviantart page.

I'm really tired of WAITING for them to apologize. ugh. If I could, I would totally hit them with all my might. Then again, that isn't enough for how much the hurt they inflicted on me.

"The worst will get the best of them." -- comforting words of someone I always turn to.

End.

My Sweetest Mystery

2008-03-02T23:11:00.001-05:00

Survey from Friendster. Well, I haven't been updating my blogspot. So, I decided to put this up here. [:

1] Whats your profile song?
♥ bleeding love - leona lewis (mine
too..love the song.)

2] What color is your toothbrush?
♥ GREEN

3] Are you taken?
♥ Nope. :)

4] Favorite color?
♥ GREEN!

5] Last time you took a shower?
♥ Yesterday.

6] Have you ever thought of something
and then forgot what you were going to
say?
♥ Yeah. And my friends would laugh with
me when that happens. XD

7] Do you believe in second chances?
♥ Yeah. Everyone of us deserves it.

8] What did you dream last night?
♥ That we have solved our problem with
Movie Maker and we successfully finished
the Film Documentary project in English.
LOL. It's haunting me in my dreams. Haha.

9] Does your phone ring in the middle
of the night?
♥ I dunno. I'm asleep. Lol.

10] What did you do last night?
♥ Watch TV. CSI. Travel&Living. Kim
Possible. Oscars replay. Haha.

11] Do you like anyone?
♥ duh! that's too shallow..[i agree.
*nodnod*]

12] Why did your last relationship
end?
♥ I didn't have a past relationship. =|

13 ] Who was the last person made you
cry?
♥ Waaaaaaaa! "My Sweetest Mystery"

14 ] Favorite number/s?
♥ 6 and 9.

15] Are you jealous of anyone?
♥ Generally speaking? No.

16] Have you ever used a friend?
♥ No. Will never do it.

17] Does anyone like you?
♥ How should I know? o_O

18] How are you today?
♥ I'm doing good. Thanks, you?

19] Have you ever kissed two people in
one night?
♥ My parents.q: goodnight. LOL.

20] Have you ever not been able to get
someone out of your head?
♥ There are times. Thanks to
sidetracking I could. Haha.

21] Are looks important?
♥ Hmm..when you're getting a job? For
me, yes.

22] What are you listening to?
♥ My iTunes Playlist.

23] What does the last text you sent
on your mobile say?
♥ Same here. Buti nlng nga knoti lang
ang na.miss ko sa oscars last wk. Lain
lng ndi ko natpos. Dami napanalunan ng
there will be blood noh?
haha.

24] Who is the fourth missed call
from?
♥ Nani.

25] What was the first thing you did
this morning?
♥ Cozy-ing up under my blanket cos
there's no school. LOL.

27 ] Who sent you the last text
message?
♥ Randolph. :)

30] Look at your top friends who is
number one?
♥ FOADS. q:

31] Why is she/he your number one?
♥ I love them.

33] Last person you went to the
movies?
♥ LOL. Uhm, Camille and Deydey. Which
was last Jan.19 haha.

34] Whats on your mind?
♥ Sweet Mystery. Hehe.

35] Last text you received?
♥ didnt u asked that already? --yeah o_O

36] Do you have a secret?
♥ ...or two or three. q:

37] Last time you got drunk?
♥ Haven't been drunk but I drank. New
Year's Eve.

38] Who are you currently texting ?
♥ Randolph.

39] What are you wearing?
♥ Jammies. Hehe.

40] Have you ever been in love?
♥ LOL! For more than a year d00d!

41] Are you sad?
♥ Uhm...not really..I'm a little ok now.:)

Death

2008-02-22T22:45:00.002-05:00

Fixed. With 9-6-7-8 measure each stanza.

I dun think this is one of my 'best' poems. That's just how I feel. This is, obviously, like a sequel to my previous poem, The Tiny Escape Route.

This is how I--or anyone--feel when I didn't get what I need or expect to have.

Person dedicated to can read between the lines of all my poems but doesn't know it's for you (person dedicated to). *sigh*

An eternal embrace from you, love
Was all I'm asking of.
But it turns out different;
Nothing I could've ever ask.

The waiting seems to come to its end
For my simple desire.
Something I cannot fathom
My love can ever give to me.

A bouquet of icepicks through my heart
The loving heart of mine
My Cariad handed me
This ended my heart beats for you.

PLAGIARISM is a big NO-NO!!

End.

The Tiny Escape Route

2008-02-11T09:10:00.000-05:00

I admit this isn't one of my best but I swear I poured my heart out on this bit. =/ comments are appreciated! :D

Heal me from this monstrosity;
It hurts me a lot now.
Rages of no reason kills my heart;
Comfort me or forever will I be gone.

Leaving is all I can think of;
the tiny escape route,
beckoning me until forever.
Save me before it totally engulf me.

Away from this deceiving way,
only you can pull me.
An eternal embrace from you
Is really enough for me to change my heart.

Yet, again, PLAGIARISM is a BIG NO-NO!!

End.

I Need A-Way

2008-02-08T01:15:00.001-05:00

I need to find a way
for me to go far away,
from the madnesss
that leads me to darkness.

But it is I'm thinking of,
all day I can't get enough.
The light that keeps me beamy
is the reason I'm oh so gloomy.

A tear fell on my face
left its vulnerable case.
Pondering on everything
doesn't make sense even a thing.

Again, PLAGIARISM is a BIG NO-NO. :)

End.

Gawd...dies

2008-01-29T05:50:00.000-05:00

I am severely anguished by the things I've been doing to myself. I abuse myself. Abuse in the sense I would just tolerate the pain I am inflicting to myself. I have a high tolerance with pain. Not being boastful here or something, k? It's true. To the extent I'd be passive to almost everything to THE extent I'd hurt the ones that I love the most.

This is really excruciating. On both parties; mine and my loves. *grunt* I want to settle it NOW but it seems they aren't online yet. *double grunt*

Gawd, where are they? This is really apprehensive. *dies*

End.

Tired...Depressed

2008-01-26T05:16:00.000-05:00

I've never been utterly tired like this in my whole life! *faints* Acting can really be stressful. Especially the polishing part. When one actor goes wrong or didn't give enough emotions, we all start again from that part of his/hers. @_@ and it's rather strenuous to be consistent of one's character. So, I admire those actors who act remarkably.

Yes, I feel depressed and miserable. They mean the same thing and I don't care. The thing is...I have a lot of this emotion that it's already overflowing from me. It seems like it's a waste already because there is(are) no recipient(s) of the emotion. The worst part is that I always find a reason to every situation.

I always look for the logic behind it all. When the time comes where I won't be able to decipher in reason, I end up being even more confused and depressed. What kills me is that I could strongly feel it that I'm ready and I'm willingly to risk anything but my mind kept on nagging the negative side of it; the side that I fear that I might come to pass that I'd get hurt and I don't want that to happen. Don't you see how confused I am right now, do you? *sobs*

End.

Task-filled Saturday dies

2008-01-18T22:41:00.000-05:00

Morning: Reach-out
Lunch: At Camille's to watch The Kingdom
1:30pm: Violin Lessons
3:00pm: Post-celebration of my birthday with the FOADS

Well, hopefully the celebration would push through. =S

The reach-out was wonderful. One of the kids looks like one of my classmates. XD Even though her name's Junica, we call her Xantine (the name of my classmate). The kids were somewhat participative. Hehe.

The DVD'sn't at Camille's. So...i dunno. LOL, but we're still gonna watch it. I dun wanna elaborate about it. XD my bad.

I just hope I'll get in time for my violin lessons. I DO hope everything will go how it was planned.

Oh yeah, I'm reading The Secret by Rhonda Bryne. So far so goooood! XD tells about life, passion, relationships, wealth......basically everything about life. Hehe.

And I'm not sure if there will be a workshop tonight. ~_~

End.

Veracity of Time

2008-01-15T08:17:00.000-05:00

How much longer would time keep
My one and only love from thee?
Been waiting for so long now,
This I can't decipher in reason

Time can be jestingly wise,
Always playing with my frail heart
Ruffling it's emotions of him
Making him impossibly true.

The perfidy of this all
Rive my heart magnanimously.
The shrewd scrutiny of time!
Believing is all that is left.

I was supposedly studying Physics but I ended up making this poem. I just hope he'll get to read this and ....nevermind.

PLAGIARISM is a BIG NO-NO!!

Violin Lessons..UPCAT..Birthday?

2008-01-13T00:31:00.000-05:00

Yesterday, 12th January, I started my violin lessons. It was great even though I just learned the basics. I love it that I'm the one producing the beautiful sound from the beautiful musical instrument. :) This will last until March, I suppose.

Uhm, about the UPCAT. Gawd! I didn't freaking pass! T_T I'm a disgrace to my mom! *sobcriescries* well, obviously, the results are out. Doi. @_@ Anyway, huhuhu! This is not right. =(

God has His will but I can't fathom what His will is for me. I just hope and pray.....y'know. *sigh*

ZOMG! I'm gonna be old this Tuesday the 15th! *headdesk* yeah, just saying. :) wishlist is found the right part of the page. XD

End.

Report Card

2008-01-11T07:45:00.000-05:00

Damn! I increased my grades a little. But I don't mind that much, I guess....well, I do. XD

I. Must. Strive. Harder-er. This. Grading. Period.

My class adviser said to my mum that I have deep thoughts. I mean, it's like she's saying that I'm a woman with substance. And that I'm not participate in class that much, I mean, y'know answering the teachers' questions and such but when I'm with my friends, I do talk quite a lot. XD She also said that my friends and I always converse in English. XD my mum said that she knows about that especially when I talk with them on the phone. Haha. My class adviser also said that I'm a choose-y when it comes with friends. Can't agree nor disagree on that, though.

I'm thinking of having a new template for my blog. Gotta search for codes. XD

End.

First few school days of the year

2008-01-05T03:57:00.000-05:00

Test Results:

Math = 91 or 92 (either of the two. lol.)
Physics = 92
English = 85
Filipino = !%@^#$&*@?....it was supposedly 94! *cries*
Economics = 86

Not bad, right? But I'm sooo not satisfied. Ergh. >_> I've lost the desire to go up. If you guys know what I mean. *sigh ponders* OH GAWD.

The classes weren't that difficult.........yet. LOL.

Other news....I'm rereading the HP and the Deathly Hallows. Nothing else to do. =/

I think YouTube is calling me now. It says that I should continue watching some videos I left behind. =|

End.

Class starts tomorrow. NOOOEEEEESSSS!

2008-01-01T23:42:00.000-05:00

Yeshyesh. And it sucks, really. I mean, c'mon! Why can't the admin let it be on the 7th! Ergh. My brother's school starts on the 10th. Now that's not fair. (v_v) Nuffing can do with it. *sigh*

Ohh!! Can you guys believe it?! Our Economics teacher gave us a "vacation homework." That's so not good. Haha, I haven't even started yet. I have no plan to even do it. ~_~

Good part is, I have the computer the whole day. Booyeah! XD My brother agreed. *nodnod* no need of further details. Hehe.

End.

Happy New Year

2007-12-31T03:56:00.000-05:00

I suppose I'd greet y'all now (7 more hours to go) I'll not be able to greet by 12mn.

The house will be a bit of a mess cos we will be celebrating the New Year's Eve.

I'll be cleaning the plates again! *cries*

Enough with that..bottomline is Happy New Year guys! *luff* wish y'all bountiful blessings on 2008 :D

End

DONE!

2007-12-30T03:16:00.000-05:00

Finally! I've editted the blog!

And I love it BIG TIME! :woot: It's time for a celebration! Booyeah! XD

Kk, I'll be working again.

Take Care.

End.

Hectic Sunday

2007-12-30T02:15:00.000-05:00

My gally! I'm sooooooo tired! I've been working in the house for the past 6 hours. Non Stop. @_@

All I've been doing, most of those hours, is washing the dishes. My gawd, it's like its my forte. Ergh. >_> I'll have rough hands that aren't nice to hold anymore. *sobs*

The reason why we're cleaning the house, preparing food, desserts is because we'll celebrate the New Year's Eve here. It's tradition. But I'm not used to work 6 hours continuous! *faint* well, Mum said it's a preparation for the family in the "future." *sigh*

Advanced Happy New Year to all! Godspeed for 2008! (I mightn't be able to greet y'all on the 1st of January =/)

Be careful, all! ^_^

End

Aftermath

2007-12-29T05:34:00.000-05:00

After hours of editting and consulting my best friends. It's done. Well, I've suffered enough.

Hope you guys liked it. =S just comment on my Cbox. =) thanks!

Take care y'all!

Changing Templates

2007-12-29T03:23:00.000-05:00

Oh damn...it's so tiring to edit these things! @_@

I get all dizzy from the commands. Ergh.

Well, like the famous saying says, "No Pain. No Gain." *sigh*

I'ma finish this.

Wish me luck!

End.

Happy Christmas!

2007-12-24T05:00:00.000-05:00

wish you all the best christmas; with love, warmth, family and friends. =)

*luff*

End.

Best Christmas Party! Woot!

2007-12-22T04:42:00.000-05:00

I am aware to blog this quite late. Haha. Better the late than never. Lol.

Anyhoo, yeah..I had the best christmas party at school yesterday (21st Dec. 2007). It was fun, really. Especially the exchanging of gifts part. LOL! XD too bad, I didn't have a camera then. It'd be cool to show the embarrasing and funny things happened here, online. Haha. Camille was the one who picked me! I knew it. LOL! *huggles mah cah-mihl*

The presents were great! All of them had a meaning. Haha! Very thoughtful. And I thank--for the nth time--those who gave them to me. *luff*

I just finished watching a DVD, Love Actually, for the 2nd time. Lol. Keverd (Kevin + Nerd = Keverd, lol) gave it to me. I suppose a thank you and sorry (?) for making me stay up really late just to convert and burn his Jazz Music Video for music class. Keverd, thank you. The film did pay up. LOL. ;D

There are just a lot of gifts to put them up here. But I tell you, I LOVE them all....BIG TIME!

I'll be spending my Christmas, as usual, with my family and cousins and aunts and uncles of my father's side at my gran's house.

That's about it, I suppose. ^_^

End.

Christmas Wishlist

2007-12-17T05:29:00.000-05:00

What I want for Christmas (and probably for my birthday next month):

Green iPod nano
*Any of the Nokia XpressMusic phones; 5310, 5610 or 5300
Acer Laptop
Anything ViNTAGE
Anything Green that I can use
Love
Warmth
Music
Friends

* - if I have this, no need for the iPod
bold - what I chose and really want

End.

this will be a short blog post

2007-12-17T00:03:00.000-05:00

I eff-ing hate the past weeks! Everything goes sooo bad and wrong! T_T

Friends fight..friends apart..acne problem..fcuking stressed out..fcuking school..less time..tears..

I just want to end everything and start a whole new "trend" "lifestyle" "WORLD"

Eeeeerrrrrrgggggghhhhhh!

*cries*

End.

Body Clock and probably more

2007-12-12T17:44:00.000-05:00

I'm typing in this blog entry at 6:46am of a Thursday. To think we have no class today for the reason it's a nationwide transport strike.

I should be sleeping at this moment! T_T because of my body clock--I usually wake up between 6am and 7am for school--I'm here typing in a blog entry.

Anyhoo, Camie's birthday was yesterday! Yay! She's already one of us--Sweet 16. XD we went out for lunch at Pancake House. And damn we were really full. LOL. It was cool. It helped us sidetrack for a moment from the "Wednesday curse." When we went back to school, we were like "I feel we've been to a short vacation or something." Haha.

I guess, there's a purpose for my UBER mood swing the other day--Tuesday. It's that for me to be UBER happy on Camie's birthday. It's like an exercise done by the actors; I released all the emotions in my chest for me to be able to take in another rush of emotions. I didn't do the exercise on purpose. I just had the UBER mood swing for no reason at all.

But my mood swing intesified when our English teacher group us. I'm in a group with MEDUSA! For crying out loud! I prayed and hoped not to be in a group with her or Axle (a dude who's gay and SO full of him/herself! Ergh.) or any of the group of girls I didn't like much. I'd go with any of these passel of girls rather than with Medusa! My gawd! How can I be good on this Christmas season? *sobs* Before our teacher grouped us, she told us that the groupings will last until the end of the school year (March). I'm going to spend the last 3 months of Senior High in hell. (v_v) Gawd, I just hope she'll forget about it next year and group us again. Oh no! I remember! We can't! AAAARRRGGGGHHHHH! *cries* we'll be making a film documentary and we started to write in scratch! I hate this.

I ain't giving Medusa much attention here in my blog. Maybe soon, there will be snakes slithering all over it.

Well, my groupmates in Physics will be coming over so that we can make our rubberband powered car project which is due tomorrow. Wow. Ain't we cram-whores? LMAO.

I love Sudoku. XD

End.

My Divine Inspiration

2007-12-10T01:59:00.001-05:00

What's Your Divine Inspiration?

My Result: Music And The Arts

You've got a lust for life and a rich imagination that just can't survive without a little music, art, and creativity! Whether you're heading out to hear a band, watch a play, attend an art exhibit, or just flipping through books or cds in your room, you get inspired by, well, the inspiration of others!

It's clear that you're curious about the world around you, and that you satisfy your thirst for new experiences by staying open to all sorts of interesting, new ideas and creative story lines. You, more than others, believe that life really does imitate art. So you might as well make it a masterpiece wherever you go.

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tired...responsibilities unfinished...CONFUSED!

2007-11-25T04:38:00.000-05:00

*sigh* the past weeks has been a bugger. ~_~

I haven't done PROPERLY my responsibility as a Filipino Language Moderator for SS.com. I miss my SSers! T_T *burns the school* XD

Okay, that was supposed to be a blog post for last week, I guess. Haha.

[new post]
I've been really confused. This person is near me yet it seems this person is far. I know that sentence is OVERRATED. But that's what I feel. *grunt* there are times when we're together, whether doing schoolwork or talking about schoolwork, that I would just want to say what I feel inside. But there is always a part of me who'd hold back. Saying that it might ruin everything; our friendship, our easy-talking-with-each-other thing. I want more to these things but I don't want to lose these small things that's happening between this person and I. Errgghh. That's what I'm confused about. It's so darn complicated! I just wish things would be easy as preschool. *tries hard not to let a tear fall on her cheeks*

*sniffles* I'm in the process of writing another poem. But I think it'll be another unfinished poems that I just leave behind.

[/new post]

End.

PT Results...About Mindy, our dog...other things...

2007-11-11T01:15:00.000-05:00

I seriously didn't like my PT results. So, I won't be posting my grades here.

There's no one who can blame for that but me. I keep on saying to myself that. But it's really hard to expect. I sometimes find myself, drifting off to my test results and I would sneer inspite of myself or I would grunt or roll my eyes or I would find myself putting much effort to something I'm doing than the enough effort to be exerted. *sigh* (-_-") I'm making things complicated, am I not? Eeerrrggghh!

Anyway, Mindy gave birth to 5 pups last night! 4 of them are black and the other has golden brown streaks! *squeee* they're sooo cute! 3 of them are boys, we're not sure what are the gender of the others. You know, dogs..when they give birth, they're in mood swings. We don't want one of us get bitten by Mindy, do we now? XD

I'm f-ing annoyed and grrr! It is because I don't have a phone that works the way I wanted it to work. Especially my Sony Ericsson. *smashes it* well, I actually didn't smash it but in my mind, I did. <_<

Oh yeah, I'm selling my XDA. It was my dad's but he already has his Dopod so, he gave it to me. And I want to sell it. I'm not used to use stylus while texting. o_O uhm, I'm it for 25,000php. 10,000php downpayment and 5,000php installment for three months.

If anyone is interested, just e-mail me or if you know where I live, then come over. :)

End.

The Tales of Beedle the Bard..."Cute is...run up and hug them."

2007-11-03T10:17:00.000-04:00

Hmm, where to start off?

Okay, "Cute is when a person's personality shines through their looks. Like in the way they walk, every time you see them you just want to run up and hug them." -- Natalie Portman

I just admire Natalie Portman. We have some things in common. Not that much but still. C'mon, she's like top-of-the-line! She likes math, I like math. *twitch* XD she prefers acting than modelling. Me too. She took up a major in Psychology at Harvard. I'm considering taking up Psychology, but not in Harvard. LOL! I also like languages. She likes languages. That's why I'm also considering taking up European Languages at the University of the Philippines, Diliman. See, just a few. Haha.

She's uber smart! O__O I mean, those quotations from hers are simple yet they have a deep meaning. And I just admire her acting in her movies. I can't quite describe it but yeah, I really admire her acting. She's my idol *nodnod*

On the Tales of Beedle the Bard. That's a collection of children's stories. Actually, it was mentioned in the final installment of the Harry Potter series. What I mean about children is young witches and wizards. The stories included in the book are: The Fountain of Fair Fortune, The Wizard and the Hoping Pot, Babbitty Rabbitty and her Cackling Stump, and The Tale of the Three Brothers. All were mentioned in the Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows by Ron.

I badly want to have a copy of it, for the fact that I love reading books and tales for young witches and wizards are, I suppose, amusing. Even reading the Harry Potter series amuses me. What more these tales? But, J.K. Rowling only publishes 7 copies of this. She gave the six to her friends and the other one she intends to auction. To benefit The Children's Voice. At the Sotheby's in London on 13th December this year. So much for having it! Lol.

Although, catalogues of it will be sold to the public for $16; which is around 688php. The question is, will it be sold here in the Philippines? Aaargh! *cries* and again, so much for having it! (v_v)

Anyway, sembreak is coming to an end. Good bye to being on the computer. Getting to watch TV even though I don't really watch TV. Most especially seeking comfort on my bed and in my blanket and cuddling my pillow underneath it. *sigh* oh well, that's reality.

End.

Risk taker, eh? ;)

2007-10-30T00:59:00.001-04:00

Are You a Risk Taker?

My Result: Getting Bumps and Bruises

No pain, no gain! For a sporty soul like you, a few scrapes and scratches are a small price to pay for the thrill of victory and the rush of adrenaline through your veins.

You're an explorer who enjoys getting out and pushing yourself to the limit. If it'll get your heart pumping, we'd guess that you've done it already, or at least are game to try it. From cliff diving to river rafting to mountain biking, why not give it a whirl? After all, the view's better from the top. And you'll have plenty of fun getting there whether you're hiking, climbing, or 4-wheel driving to your next adventure. So keep exploring, just try not to push it too far. You're not indestructible, but we don't have to tell you that.

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Loop [Part Three/Last Part of the 3/11 Poems]

2007-10-29T01:27:00.001-04:00

Loop
i've been trying in vain
to write you hateful poems
i always end up
writing poems of love

hard to tell which is which
they all look, hear the same.
i do mean to write
hateful words of you.

i wish this time, this poem
would change everything now.
not a poem of love
but a poem of hate.

i can promise you that
because of every loop
this pen of mine make
is a loop of hate.

Me [Part Two of the 3/11 Poems]

2007-10-29T01:24:00.000-04:00

Me
was it really me?
who did all of these to you?
i don't recall touching you.
was it really me?

don't accuse me, please
when you don't have any proof.
don't turn things around for you
have compassion, please.

what am i saying?
these things are just illusions;
illusions i've been doing
it was really me.

Happy [Part One of the 3/11 Poems]

2007-10-29T01:16:00.000-04:00

I called it 3/11 because I made 3 poems last night with an interval of 11minutes each poem. :) Hope you guys like it as much I liked making them.

Oh yeah, the 3/11 is also found at my deviantArt account. :)

Happy
i am happy, yes
i can tell you that.
but i can't assure you
it's sincere enough.

sometimes, and sometimes
all i can think of
are all the things you've done
all the things you're doing.

you did not mean it
tell me you did not.
and if you have to lie
oh, nevermind it then

this doesn't make sense
anymore to you
oh, even more to me.
now, don't know what to do.

just let it forego
i can't even do
forgive and forget? no.
i'm happy? i don't know.

The Hunt Is On!! 102707

2007-10-27T21:10:00.000-04:00

The night hunt was uber awesome! It was a scavenger hunt. We have to look for 50items that can be found within the city and probably within the landmarks that we're supposed to go and take a picture with it.

It's somewhat like "Get to Know Davao City" LOL. Cos it's been 16 years my team and I living here in Davao and we don't know the way around the city. XD nevertheless, it was really awesome. Good thing dad was our driver, he really knows Davao City. He also has a lot of connection, so, some items were from his friends.

One of the landmarks was the statue of David at Times Beach seawall. The statue was naked. So, we had to take a picture with it. LOL.

We got caught up at GAP Farm. It was already dark and it was really difficult to take a picture with the giant Carabao and it was closed. Darn. We took a picture anyway, but the marshalls didn't consider it. Ergh. Also, the marshalls didn't consider the picture we took with the San Pedro Catheral's bell tower. C'mon! it was really tall we couldn't take the whole thing without the two members being clear in the picture. = I guess, that didn't make any sense so, I'll move on.

We checked in at the pitstop, Damosa Gateway, 2mins before the cut-off time. While waiting for the marshall to check the other team's items and itinerary, we sat down and we got an interview by the ABS-CBN! We might be featured tomorrow's TV Patrol Southern Mindanao news! *faint* LOL, but it was Joan who did all the talking. The only thing I said was "diskarte talaga" or something like that. Haha, it's not me getting tongue-tied when I'm at school, I'm keep on yapping and yapping. XD

We were one of the youngest teams who join the race and we garnered 8th place out of 14 teams. The other youngest team garnered 10th place. Ain't we cool! XD we, I mean my team--Camille, Joan and I, didn't get any raffle prizes. We only got the Certificate of Participation. Lol, still, it was cool. The other youngest team--Almundstin--got a raffle prize: overnight stay at one of the resthouses at Buddha, an hour and a half trip from the city.

Congrats to them, to us and to the other teams who participated.

It was a really wonderful experience expecially at this stage of our lives. We are still 16 year old senior highschool students who made a difference. That how old you are, how really fit you are to do these kind of 'adventure' does not really matter that much. As long as you have the burning passion to be part of it, to do it. That's what we have, the burning passion to do this Night Hunt. We hope this wouldn't be a once in a lifetime experience for us.

Night Hunt '08, here we come! XD

End.

[P.S.: the t-shirt is COOL!]

I might just do it. XD

2007-10-26T11:57:00.001-04:00

Where Will You Find Romance?

My Result: San Francisco

San Francisco is the place where your creative side will shine, and just about everyone you meet in this progressive city will love you for it. With so much inspiration — the sun setting behind the Golden Gate Bridge, the fog silently floating over the bay, the thundering Pacific Ocean — romance is inevitable. The only trouble you'll have is deciding where to start. A hot singles bar? The theatre? The symphony? Our recommendation? A hip coffeehouse with your sketchpad and journal.

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i do want to make a difference

2007-10-26T11:29:00.001-04:00

How Green Are You?

My Result: Wants to Make a Difference

Hey, do-gooder! Mother Earth must be your greatest fan. Solar panels? Beach cleanups? Alternative energy? They're all okay by you! You understand more than most that protecting the environment today will preserve our planet for generations to come.

Proactive and driven, even if you don't have time to go out and save a rainforest, you do what you can to lessen your impact — be it recycling or simply saving water. Open to new ideas and willing to take the extra step, you certainly see the forest beyond the trees. And luckily for the rest of us, you realize there's more to life than creature comforts. Way to be green!

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i like it a lot! xD

2007-10-26T11:01:00.001-04:00

Who's Your Music Match?

My Result: Smooth Soul Singer

Like your music match Alicia Keys sings, "Some people want it all. But everything means nothing if I ain't got you." While you may come across as cool, you've got depths that run deeper than most. Sure material possessions are nice, but you know there's more to life than diamonds, fancy cars, and big houses. It's about connecting and sharing a deeper bond with others. And having someone to share those nice things with.

Maybe you're a romantic who's got a way with words. Maybe you're just more expressive than other folks. Whatever it is, one thing's for sure — you've got soul. And that's what makes you a smooth and sexy siren. Now that's hot!

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I Always Wanted a Cat! cuddles the kitty picture

2007-10-26T10:41:00.001-04:00

What Kind of Pet Should You Get?

My Result: Cat

When it comes to finding the puuuur-fect pet, you should look no further than a cute little puss in boots. Just like your feline counterpart, you'd never shy away from a challenge. Always inquisitive, you're known for being a little quiet, but that's just because you like to take it all in before you make a move. Watching your kitty bat away at a ball of string? Feeling her purr against your stomach? Now that's the cat's meow!

Independent, self-confident, and self-assured, you like to make friends and hang out on your own terms. So now that the cat's out of the bag, go bag one of your own!

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that's me! LMAO. XD

2007-10-26T10:03:00.001-04:00

The Color Test

My Result: Self-aware

People who choose Green over other colors reveals that they have a desire to impress others and be recognized. They're assertive and are driven by an idealized self-perception. They have a need to get their way when faced with resistance or opposition from others. It's possible that this can mean they're stubborn, although it may only be an indicator that they're assertive.

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I suppose so =/ hehe

2007-10-26T00:53:00.001-04:00

Does Your Self-Esteem Need a Makeover?

My Result: In Great Shape

Good for you! Your self-esteem looks pretty healthy to us! Maybe you don't consider yourself a total rock star (yet), but our guess is that others do!

You also know that a big part of feeling good and looking good is taking care of yourself and treating your body right. The key is in your attitude and not freaking out when you don't get the greatest grade on a test or when someone else has the same outfit on as you. You take it in stride and see that it's the big picture that matters most. Your mature and confident approach will surely take you straight to the top in anything you do. Congrats! Keep it up!

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I'll change my lucky number then. I always wanted to be an ambassador. =/

2007-10-26T00:42:00.001-04:00

What's Your Lucky Number?

My Result: Nine

Oh, hello Number 9. As a Peacemaker, you are the glue that holds relationships together—yours, your friends', and even the couple arguing in the booth behind you. Number 9, your house is all windows and no mirrors. The view's great, but get a haircut. Your unbelievable knack for seeing all sides of an issue makes you quite the mediator, but sometimes it can also be the Denver Boot that prevents you from getting your own life out of park. Marriage counselor, ambassador, arbitrator; these are all possible occupations for you Peacemakers. As a Number 9, you want more harmony in life than a Bee-Gees song. But your groovy days of helping others are just a bad trip until you show some fearless self-evaluation. You're so good at identifying with others, you tend to repress your own needs in exchange for feeling wanted. So don't be afraid to get to know yourself like other 9s, Marge Simpson, Rose Kennedy, and Walt Disney. When you have a stronger grasp on yourself, it will turbo charge your already tremendous ability to problem-solve.

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Semestral Break! End of PT! More Fun! and Ergh!

2007-10-26T00:01:00.000-04:00

Finally! It's the much awaited sembreak! LOL.

Yesterday was Economics and Physics tests. They were ok, I suppose. But there are some items that were easy and I answered it wrong. Ergh. Today was Trigonometry. I hate it so much!!!!!11!!!oneone Ergh. I didn't answer the 4 easy questions! I hate mental blocks! Ergh!

Oh yeah, yesterday or was it the other day....I forgot...anyway, Nibby ate her babies! ZOMG! *barf* Cannibals! I'm owning a cannibal as a pet! *faints* It's so not right. Well, I remembered my Ninang told me that they eat their offsrings. *straight face* Still! It's so not right. >w<

Tomorrow is gonna be fun! *smug grin* XD 12nn, Deydey's pre-birthday bash! By 5pm, start of the Night Hunt 27.07! Booyeah! It's like an amazing race just with in Metro Davao. It'll be an awesome experience. :D Prizes are at stake! We don't want them to burn at the stake! Bwaha.

And...Joan...if you're reading this, my sincerest sorry. Deydey backed out. I'm really sorry! Please forgive...=3

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First PT day..and others

2007-10-23T00:53:00.000-04:00

The CL test was....damn. My hands hurt after I answered it. Full of questions that needs explanations! ~_~ I hate explaining myself. o_O lol. All in all, it wasn't that hard. The only part that was hard was the grammar that my teacher used. Wow, I can't understand his grammar. Not only I who had a hard time understanding his grammar. Lol.

Tomorrow's tests are English and Filipino. I already had my timetable set in my mind what time I'll start studying on both subjects. I'll start studying Filipino around 2:oopm and I'll start English around 6:00pm.

I don't enjoy reading in Tagalog =/ It'll take me a lot of time to finish reading a selection. = that's why I'll be studying Filipino first. Besides, Filipino test will be after recess/study time.

Oh yeah! My pet white mouse, Nibby, gave birth today to 8 babies--or whatever equivalent to a mouse. *twitch* it's awesome! Although, I don't want to have any more white mice. Nibby is enough for me. So, when the baby mice are old enough, I might sell them to PetCo--if they'd accept though. *shrugs*

No wonder Nibby was unusually fat for the past days/weeks. Lol.

Well, I have to make most of the internet time I have before studying. *cringe*

End.

Periodical Test Week!! dies

2007-10-22T06:55:00.000-04:00

Schedule of our Tests:

23rd October: Christian Living (and Health--not sure though)
24th October: English and Filipino
25th October: Economics and Physics
26th October: Trigonometry

Starting 23rd, we'll follow the half-day schedule so that we'll have a lot of time to study for the tests the next day. Speaking of studying...I've been trying IN VAIN to study for the test/s tomorrow. *headdesk*

Numerous things had been happening to me...emotionally, socially or whatsoever...and, I have to quote from one of the R/Hr fanfiction I read, "She hated him with every fiber of her being, every pore in her body was oozing hatred for that awful, cruel horrible boy who just kept hurting her and hurting her over and over again." Yes..and just thinking about it makes me hate him more.

Bottomline is, Mickey's falling for Lexie(tentative for correct spelling). Lexie's a close friend of mine. It seems like Lexie's falling for Mickey too. It just hurts so much. Pathetic, yes. I don't care. *grunt*

End.

[PS: Mickey and Lexie aren't real people. They are just code names a few and intimate people I know who knows.]

My Best Quality accd'g to Tickle.com

2007-10-19T08:35:00.001-04:00

What's Your Best Quality?

My Result: Intelligent

People who are highly intelligent are more likely to be unique than many. Higher intelligence also offers greater possibilities in terms of how someone is likely to interpret the world. In addition, intelligent people are typically more able to articulate themselves well and to have high integrity.

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Another result from Tickle.com and what happened yesterday

2007-10-19T07:47:00.000-04:00

What Type Are You?
You are a Hopeless romantic
Do you swoon when a guy recites poetry to you? Go ga-ga over a bouquet of hand-picked wildflowers? Then there's no doubt about it — you're a textbook Hopeless Romantic. Chances are you love soft music, candlelight, and long walks on the beach at sunset. Crying at sappy movies (your favorite kind) is a given — a box of tissues is a must — and you've have had your wedding planned since grade school. You're looking for a deep relationship — a soulmate. Traditional and sympathetic, guys love that they can open up to you and talk to you about their feelings, their past, and their hopes for the future. How can a suitor win your heart? By romancing you. Sending you flowers, surprising you with a picnic lunch, or going for a horse-drawn carriage ride. Before you know it, you'll be creating a life-long love story.

Dammmnnnn....Tickle.com is really accurate! >_<

Anyhoo, what happened yesterday? Our Economics teacher grouped us and asked each group to advertise a product..our own product. She graded us according to how we endorsed the product. Guess what, not being y'know, she appreciated the presentation of my group. Damn! I really can't get over it! Sincerely, I do liked my acting. To tell you, it wasn't me who acted. It's like Aphrodite possessed me or something! Geez! *dies*

Uhm, I'll be taking my Entrance Exam tomorrow for a college here in Davao, San Pedro College. It will be in the morning, 7:30am SPC timel which is 30mins advance from the real Davao time. *faint* Wish me luck guys! *luffs*

End.

how IRONIC!

2007-10-19T07:42:00.001-04:00

Who's the Man of Your Dreams?

My Result: The Boy Next Door

The guy next door can be a lot more than the kid who played a great game of tag and buried you in snowballs. He can be the man of your dreams. A laidback and fun girl like you doesn't need a glass slipper or fancy jewels — you just want a guy who knows how to have a good time and has a handle on what's important.

You're the kind of girl who wants to marry her best friend, so you might not have to look far for the perfect guy for you. Whoever said you have to kiss a lot of frogs to find your prince wasn't talking about you. Tag — you're it!

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Totally unexpected!! LMAO. Prolly the effect of yesterday's happening..XD

2007-10-19T07:40:00.001-04:00

Which High School Musical Star Are You?

My Result: Sharpay Evans

We'll take a step back now, because nobody gets in your way and nobody can tell you what to do. You sure are one heck of a confident character, just like your High School Musical match, Sharpay. More often than not, you just have to be in the spotlight, no matter what it takes.

Just be careful that you don't come off as too self absorbed. After all, you need to keep those friends in high places. But whether you are shopping for mirrors or fighting off anyone who tries to steal your crown as the drama queen, we bet you'll be making headlines for years to come. Toodles!

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Megawatt Like Julia

2007-10-19T07:32:00.001-04:00

What's Your Celebrity Smile Style?

My Result: Megawatt Like Julia

We learned to love Julia for her big and bold goose-honk laugh and for her even bigger and bolder megawatt smile. Lucky you too have a gorgeous grin like America's Sweetheart. Your dazzling smile shows the world exactly what you're thinking and feeling inside, and let's people know that you are there to make a splash.

When it comes to meeting people and trying new experiences, you tend to be confident and fearless, which makes others grateful you are around. Your gutsy approach to life is as infectious as your smile. Bring it on!

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Heart-Strong Idealist

2007-10-19T07:27:00.001-04:00

Do You Follow Your Heart or Your Head?

My Result: Heart-Strong Idealist

You're an impassioned individual who just can't suppress your ideals. You've got a strong sense of right and wrong, and want to let people know when they've crossed the line. Sure, there are times when you sit back to hear both sides of an argument. But people had better stay out of the way when your fiery passions take hold.

But just because you can be a bit of a rebel with a cause, it doesn't mean you're incapable of being understanding and compassionate. It's because you're so invested in your ideas and interests that you can work so tirelessly toward your goals and speak up for what you believe in. So keep pouring your heart into it. With conviction like yours, you're sure to succeed!

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I do rarely veg out in front of the tv! whoo! LOL.

2007-10-19T07:03:00.001-04:00

The Mood Swings Test

My Result: Happy

Individuals who score high on happiness experience strong feelings of satisfaction, contentment and have a positive outlook on life. Happiness is an emotionally charged state, but is not attached to a particular level of energy. Happy individuals are likely to spend time reflecting on the positive aspects of their life before racing on to the next thing.

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Fearless XD

2007-10-19T06:56:00.001-04:00

The Power Quotient

My Result: Fearless

People who employ the Fearless Power Style are direct when they deal with others.

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From Tickle.com

2007-10-18T08:18:00.001-04:00

What Kind of Friend Are You?

My Result: Sympathetic Sidekick

No one ever accused you of not having a soft side. And that's why friends flock to your sympathetic ear and well-thought-out advice. You are tuned in to the world around you, and you are always looking for ways to bring people together and enjoy each other's company.

While some people might have one or two close friends, you like to spread your wings and socialize with any number of people. You are open-hearted and free-spirited, making it easy for you to find common ground with anyone you meet. Keep up the good work — everyone could use a friend like you.

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Eliza's Anatomy

My ABC Bio

Sweet Nothings

i'm 68% in love w/ music

survey...zeus, im bored.

Je suis..[tagged by kim]

parenting :))

disturbia [note stole from clovis on facebook]

a crazeh night with Trixi on YM =))

got nothing better to do

the dream i wish i hadn't dreamt

albums to buy

emotion wriggling out under my pectoralis minor :)

In-sanity

Leave the Light On by Sara Ramirez

Vent the Fifth

SBI-3U1: Science Biology Grade 11 University Preparation Level

RE: Math Class: all girls class...do you know what that means?

Math Class: all girls class...do you know what that means?

survived the first 2 weeks of school

UPDATE

I Need A-Way by Eliza Andrea Yuzon at www.poetry.com

Vent the Fourth

Fascination

Falter

ish extremely happy

Blindness by José Saramago

Lake

Confidence

Promote this Deviation

On deviantART

On the Web

1. Right click & Copy this text:

2. Open myspace.com

3. Then come back to deviantART!

Here in Toronto

Black Cat...Poker...Whiskey!

Bittersweet

Rainforest of Tears

Vent the Third

Paradise Isle

Vent the Second

My Sweetest Mystery

Death

The Tiny Escape Route

I Need A-Way

Gawd...*dies*

Tired...Depressed

Task-filled Saturday *dies*

Veracity of Time

Violin Lessons..UPCAT..Birthday?

Report Card

First few school days of the year

Class starts tomorrow. NOOOEEEEESSSS!

Happy New Year

DONE!

Hectic Sunday

Aftermath

Changing Templates

Happy Christmas!

Best Christmas Party! Woot!

Christmas Wishlist

this will be a short blog post

Body Clock and probably more

My Divine Inspiration

tired...responsibilities unfinished...CONFUSED!

PT Results...About Mindy, our dog...other things...

The Tales of Beedle the Bard..."Cute is...run up and hug them."

Risk taker, eh? ;)

Loop [Part Three/Last Part of the 3/11 Poems]

Me [Part Two of the 3/11 Poems]

Happy [Part One of the 3/11 Poems]

The Hunt Is On!! 102707

I might just do it. XD

i do want to make a difference

i like it a lot! xD

I Always Wanted a Cat! *cuddles the kitty picture*

that's me! LMAO. XD

I suppose so =/ hehe

I'll change my lucky number then. I always wanted to be an ambassador. =/

Gawd...dies

Task-filled Saturday dies

I Always Wanted a Cat! cuddles the kitty picture

Periodical Test Week!! dies