I've never been utterly tired like this in my whole life! *faints* Acting can really be stressful. Especially the polishing part. When one actor goes wrong or didn't give enough emotions, we all start again from that part of his/hers. @_@ and it's rather strenuous to be consistent of one's character. So, I admire those actors who act remarkably.
Yes, I feel depressed and miserable. They mean the same thing and I don't care. The thing is...I have a lot of this emotion that it's already overflowing from me. It seems like it's a waste already because there is(are) no recipient(s) of the emotion. The worst part is that I always find a reason to every situation.
I always look for the logic behind it all. When the time comes where I won't be able to decipher in reason, I end up being even more confused and depressed. What kills me is that I could strongly feel it that I'm ready and I'm willingly to risk anything but my mind kept on nagging the negative side of it; the side that I fear that I might come to pass that I'd get hurt and I don't want that to happen. Don't you see how confused I am right now, do you? *sobs*
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