| 29 September 2007 |
| Sonnet? I wrote this. copyrighted. |
o9.29.o7 I long to have you by my side again The talks that we share about anything; Anything that crosses into our minds. I want that opennes with you again. Oh I doubt you wish that too, Because this anything is about her. Yes, She has this special place in your heart. I don't mind that we're talking about her. Your openness in confiding in me is really enough for me to at least own the affection that you have for her. It's the only way to be loved by you And, yes, I do know in reality This affection is not really for me.
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posted by Eliza the Witch @ 9/29/2007 10:54:00 p.m.
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| 28 September 2007 |
| headache and more |
My gran woke me up this morning saying, "Quarter to seven na. May pasok ka ba ngayon?" [it's quarter to seven already. Don't you have classes today, do you?]. I leapt up from the bed when I heard her said that. I was supposed to be at school by quarter to seven! When I looked at the clock, it was just 6:10am. I was cut between being angry at my gran and grateful she woke me up with just enough time to take my bath and get dressed up.
I was supposed to be early at school because I'm one of the crusaders to cordon for the birthday mass of our directress who will be leaving after the school year ends. Meg and I arrived at school at the same time. Well, at least we walked to the entrance together. But her ride parked first before mine, lol.
The cordon was fine. Got used to it, haha. During the mass, my left temporal started to hurt--throbbing kind of hurt. I massaged it only when I can't take the pain anymore. Once or twice I massaged it. It didn't hurt after the mass. But a few intervals of time, it started to hurt again. The intervals of pain continued until I took my nap a few hours after my arrival at home, which was around 2:30pm.
I woke up around 6pm but I got off of the bed around 7pm. Damn! When I got up, I had to screw up my face and cringe as the pain at my left temporal penetrated. Every time I would change position, like getting up from the computer chair or dining table chair and walk, the pain penetrates.
What the heck is happening to me!? T_T ZOMG! Does this mean I have to wear eyeglasses?! O_O
What are the symptoms that I might need to check my eyes? What are the pros of having eyeglasses? What about the cons? *freaks out*
I dunno what to say more. I'm all out of words. NO WAIT!
I remember! Meg and I was about to enter the Pearl classroom for the Science Club Day Camp orientation. Nik was around the vicinity. So, I held Meg's hand and took her away from Nik and leading to the Pearl room. I was not looking at Nik, my back was at her. I assume Meg did the same. I turned around because it seems like Meg was holding back. But no. Nik was so persistent (eewww much), Nik held Meg's forearm which I held her hand. Nik had this expression on the face. The expression of longing. Or at least that was what my eyes are telling to my brain. I'll confirm that to Meg tomorrow when we'll meet if Meg saw what I saw. My gawd, my stomach feels weird. ~_~ Well, I better get some sleep. End.
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| posted by Eliza the Witch @ 9/28/2007 11:00:00 a.m.
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| I want to get lost in the Elysian Field |
This day was one of the suckiest days of my highschool life. It all started during Math class (first period!).
We were answering an activity about our lessons, antilog. Then we were all concentrating when one of my classmates asked about something. Then our teacher started discussing how to solve it. (v_v) we were having antilog since last week--I guess--and some of us were furious, I'm one of them, because why didn't she discussed how to solve it last week or days defore!? We had a quiz about it yesterday, for Christ's sake! We definitely failed the quiz. Grrrrr.
After lunch was our Economics Unit test. Well, 2nd period after lunch, really. BUT it was shortened period. I wasn't able to study well the night before! Is it my fault that I couldn't concentrate!? T_T anyway, I suppose I would fail yet again. *sigh*
After that brain-juice-squeezing-test we had our PE. As usual, it was.....not really Physical Education. <_<
You, reader, might wondering why I titled this entry with it's title. Not that I want to die already and be in heaven. But, I want to be at a place where it's ideally delightful. I want to repress everything from my mind.
What I felt while I was typing my very first blog entry is getting worse and worse. The unbidden emotions keep on flowing every single day. It makes me was to cry or something. It makes me long for something or probably someone that would requite every negative emotion I have with something blissful or something that would make me think that the unbidden emotions are just pebbles that I can just step on and just ignore that I stepped on it because they are too small for me to deal with it as if it's a big thing. *grunt*
That longing gets stronger and stronger as the unbidden emotions gets worse and worse. It's like Newton's Law of Acceleration: acceleration is directly proportional to the net force. Where acceleration is the longing and the net force is the unbidden emotion. LOL. But, yeah, it's true.
Next entry would be the drawings I made last night.
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| posted by Eliza the Witch @ 9/27/2007 06:56:00 a.m.
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| 22 September 2007 |
| Postie-post |
Wooo! I had a crazy day yesterday!
In the morning, I helped around the house for my gran's pre-birthday celebration. In the afternoon, I have to divide my time for the practice for cheerdance and the crusaders' refreshers' course. The Crusaders Service Corps. is somewhat the "Red Cross" of our school.
My barkada and I celebrated our 2nd Anniversary. It's nothing big; we just went to an internet cafe and played O2Jam then went to McDonald's and ate our dinner.
My mum picked me up at McDonald's and brought me to LCB (a dance studio) for my workshop. It was raining hard! So, I had to change my shoes in the car with the slippers that was in the car and I buried my feet into the flood-like puddle by the entrance of the studio. Good thing they haven't started just yet. And I had time to wipe my wet feet and put on my shoes again.
Workshop was great, as usual. I enjoyed it more than before. :)
Today's Sunday. In a few minutes we'll be going to church--my family and I.
I might post again later tonight.
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| posted by Eliza the Witch @ 9/22/2007 10:21:00 p.m.
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| 21 September 2007 |
| Cheerdance...and stuffs |
Waaaaa! I just arrived home from school. *is tired*
When I rode my dad's car, I inserted my CD in it's player. Instead of it playing the first track, it played the 14th track; which is Emotions by Esmée Denters (originally sang by Destiny's Child). I was like, "what are you trying to convey? are you mocking me?" lol, that was stupid, I know.
Everything happened in school was good. But not by the end of the day, though. Especially RIGHT after the last period of the day. Meg (same reason as previous post) was, I guess, waiting for me. And here comes Nik (same reason as previous post), Nik held Meg's hand! and it's not so right cos Nik seems not straight--in terms of sexuality. Nik doesn't act what should Nik act. Nik's walk. Nik's way of speaking. Nik's style. Completely the opposite of Nik's gender. Anyway, I've been observing Nik since I met Nik. Nik is what I just described. Especially, I observed Nik for the past weeks. And it seems like Nik's hitting on Meg but denies it--not verbally though...well, sometimes verbally but not directly. C'mon! Aidos (same reason as previous post) is enough in our lives! But I prefer Aidos than Nik. Still! Both aren't good to have as....hmm, friends? acquaintances? colleagues? or however you'd call it. *faint*
AND!!! C'mon, you can do things that the other sexuality do if you guys are intimately or REALLY have this strong bond/relationship. And it's perfectly fine in both parties. But if you're the doer and you think it's okay, then it's fine. But if you feel that the receiver of the action seems like hesitant, or whatever, then don't do it. Hello! You can discern whatever emotion or whatsoever other people gives off. Pissed. Sad. Angry. Annoyed. Happy. In love. Excited. Eager. whatever emotion you can think of. BUT if you can't discern, then something's wrong with you.*shrug* that might sound very subjective, I don't care. But hey, everyone's free to give his/her opinion on situations or on people.
Enough with that. This thing is getting longer. School was great, I guess. Except for the fact that it was freaking hot! First thing in the morning and I'm sweating. Talk about good impression.
The classes was quite good. Not that heavy, unlike Wednesday class schedule.
Cheerdance was woah! LOL. I can't keep up that much just yet, cos I'm still new. But I think I got them all right. See *does the dance* hahaha! It was cool. :)
{ I editted them in Adobe Photoshop
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| posted by Eliza the Witch @ 9/21/2007 05:52:00 a.m.
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| 20 September 2007 |
| Thursday the 20th |
I woke up today thinking what happened yesterday; or rather what I felt yesterday.
I was really pissed off because of Alecto (name doesn't personifies the person whom I'm talking about). Alecto's acting like I do not exist. Even I've been letting Alecto and Megaera (same reason as Alecto's) see that I'm not okay of what they're doing. It seems I can't relate to what they're discussing (discussing which evil doer they'll punish? lol.)
That morning, it was Iris (same reason as Alecto and Megaera's) who first noticed that I wasn't okay. Iris started to console me the rest of the day. Iris let me talk and Iris (clearly, I don't want to give out their gender ;) ) would listen. I admire that gesture.......a LOT. :) Iris, if you feel that this is you, then I admire you even more ^_^
Anyway, I woke up this morning feeling afresh; inspite of me thinking about what I felt yesterday. I thought that everything that has happened will be replaced with the happiness that I think I deserve. I did. I did receive this happiness today. Even though it couldn't compare with the 'thing' I felt towards Alecto and Megaera. :) but, I would still consider the small things that happened today that made me happy. :)
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| posted by Eliza the Witch @ 9/20/2007 07:29:00 a.m.
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| About Me |
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Name: Eliza Andrea Yuzon
Home: a house
About Me:
+ classical FREAK! (Canon in D Major is my favorite)
+ loves the violin
+ WEIRD!! (totally and loving it! and you'll love it too lol)
+ middle child (the kid who gets less attention)
+ i love GOD (Solo Dios Basta!)
+ i love my family
+ i love my FOADS&friends(including my online friends *alt+3*)
+ i love my bestest bff eva! *hugglesbackclings*
+ i would really love to go to Italy (love that place even though i haven't been there)
+ love to love
+ hate people who smokes and DRINK (the drink part, as long as i'm there it's ok LOL! JK)
+ hate people who are plastic (c'mon! be yourself, you're not made out of plastic!)
+ an Emotional Poet
+ organized girl
+ ready for *any* adventure!
+ teddy = LOVE
+ dislikes strawberries
+ the only seafood i eat: shrimp, tuna, bangus(aka milk fish) and crabs
+ loves ACTING so much that it defines my LIFE
+ DANCING is after ACTING in my list of passions
+ knows how to play poker =|
+ TRUTH OR DARE
+ RISK TAKER
+ SWEET MYSTERY has a very special place in my heart ♥
+ is COMMiTED to what and who i LOVE
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