I am severely anguished by the things I've been doing to myself. I abuse myself. Abuse in the sense I would just tolerate the pain I am inflicting to myself. I have a high tolerance with pain. Not being boastful here or something, k? It's true. To the extent I'd be passive to almost everything to THE extent I'd hurt the ones that I love the most.
This is really excruciating. On both parties; mine and my loves. *grunt* I want to settle it NOW but it seems they aren't online yet. *double grunt*
Gawd, where are they? This is really apprehensive. *dies*
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