Eliza's Anatomy: January 2008

Eliza's Anatomy

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29 January 2008

Gawd...*dies*

I am severely anguished by the things I've been doing to myself. I abuse myself. Abuse in the sense I would just tolerate the pain I am inflicting to myself. I have a high tolerance with pain. Not being boastful here or something, k? It's true. To the extent I'd be passive to almost everything to THE extent I'd hurt the ones that I love the most.

This is really excruciating. On both parties; mine and my loves. *grunt* I want to settle it NOW but it seems they aren't online yet. *double grunt*

Gawd, where are they? This is really apprehensive. *dies*

End.

Labels: anguish, emotions, hard on self

posted by Eliza the Witch @ 1/29/2008 05:50:00 a.m. 0 comments

26 January 2008

Tired...Depressed

I've never been utterly tired like this in my whole life! *faints* Acting can really be stressful. Especially the polishing part. When one actor goes wrong or didn't give enough emotions, we all start again from that part of his/hers. @_@ and it's rather strenuous to be consistent of one's character. So, I admire those actors who act remarkably.

Yes, I feel depressed and miserable. They mean the same thing and I don't care. The thing is...I have a lot of this emotion that it's already overflowing from me. It seems like it's a waste already because there is(are) no recipient(s) of the emotion. The worst part is that I always find a reason to every situation.

I always look for the logic behind it all. When the time comes where I won't be able to decipher in reason, I end up being even more confused and depressed. What kills me is that I could strongly feel it that I'm ready and I'm willingly to risk anything but my mind kept on nagging the negative side of it; the side that I fear that I might come to pass that I'd get hurt and I don't want that to happen. Don't you see how confused I am right now, do you? *sobs*

End.

Labels: depressed, emotions, stressed out, tired

posted by Eliza the Witch @ 1/26/2008 05:16:00 a.m. 0 comments

18 January 2008

Task-filled Saturday *dies*

Morning: Reach-out
Lunch: At Camille's to watch The Kingdom
1:30pm: Violin Lessons
3:00pm: Post-celebration of my birthday with the FOADS

Well, hopefully the celebration would push through. =S

The reach-out was wonderful. One of the kids looks like one of my classmates. XD Even though her name's Junica, we call her Xantine (the name of my classmate). The kids were somewhat participative. Hehe.

The DVD'sn't at Camille's. So...i dunno. LOL, but we're still gonna watch it. I dun wanna elaborate about it. XD my bad.

I just hope I'll get in time for my violin lessons. I DO hope everything will go how it was planned.

Oh yeah, I'm reading The Secret by Rhonda Bryne. So far so goooood! XD tells about life, passion, relationships, wealth......basically everything about life. Hehe.

And I'm not sure if there will be a workshop tonight. ~_~

End.

Labels: books, responsibilities, saturday tasks

posted by Eliza the Witch @ 1/18/2008 10:41:00 p.m. 0 comments

15 January 2008

Veracity of Time

How much longer would time keep
My one and only love from thee?
Been waiting for so long now,
This I can't decipher in reason

Time can be jestingly wise,
Always playing with my frail heart
Ruffling it's emotions of him
Making him impossibly true.

The perfidy of this all
Rive my heart magnanimously.
The shrewd scrutiny of time!
Believing is all that is left.

I was supposedly studying Physics but I ended up making this poem. I just hope he'll get to read this and ....nevermind.

PLAGIARISM is a BIG NO-NO!!

Labels: literature, poem, romantic open

posted by Eliza the Witch @ 1/15/2008 08:17:00 a.m. 0 comments

13 January 2008

Violin Lessons..UPCAT..Birthday?

Yesterday, 12th January, I started my violin lessons. It was great even though I just learned the basics. I love it that I'm the one producing the beautiful sound from the beautiful musical instrument. :) This will last until March, I suppose.

Uhm, about the UPCAT. Gawd! I didn't freaking pass! T_T I'm a disgrace to my mom! *sobcriescries* well, obviously, the results are out. Doi. @_@ Anyway, huhuhu! This is not right. =(

God has His will but I can't fathom what His will is for me. I just hope and pray.....y'know. *sigh*

ZOMG! I'm gonna be old this Tuesday the 15th! *headdesk* yeah, just saying. :) wishlist is found the right part of the page. XD

End.

Labels: birthday, UPCAT, violin lessons, wishlist

posted by Eliza the Witch @ 1/13/2008 12:31:00 a.m. 0 comments

11 January 2008

Report Card

Damn! I increased my grades a little. But I don't mind that much, I guess....well, I do. XD

I. Must. Strive. Harder-er. This. Grading. Period.

My class adviser said to my mum that I have deep thoughts. I mean, it's like she's saying that I'm a woman with substance. And that I'm not participate in class that much, I mean, y'know answering the teachers' questions and such but when I'm with my friends, I do talk quite a lot. XD She also said that my friends and I always converse in English. XD my mum said that she knows about that especially when I talk with them on the phone. Haha. My class adviser also said that I'm a choose-y when it comes with friends. Can't agree nor disagree on that, though.

I'm thinking of having a new template for my blog. Gotta search for codes. XD

End.

Labels: other stuffs, report card, school, templates

posted by Eliza the Witch @ 1/11/2008 07:45:00 a.m. 0 comments

05 January 2008

First few school days of the year

Test Results:

Math = 91 or 92 (either of the two. lol.)
Physics = 92
English = 85
Filipino = !%@^#$&*@?....it was supposedly 94! *cries*
Economics = 86

Not bad, right? But I'm sooo not satisfied. Ergh. >_> I've lost the desire to go up. If you guys know what I mean. *sigh ponders* OH GAWD.

The classes weren't that difficult.........yet. LOL.

Other news....I'm rereading the HP and the Deathly Hallows. Nothing else to do. =/

I think YouTube is calling me now. It says that I should continue watching some videos I left behind. =|

End.

Labels: Ballet Shoes, classes, harry potter, results

posted by Eliza the Witch @ 1/05/2008 03:57:00 a.m. 1 comments

01 January 2008

Class starts tomorrow. NOOOEEEEESSSS!

Yeshyesh. And it sucks, really. I mean, c'mon! Why can't the admin let it be on the 7th! Ergh. My brother's school starts on the 10th. Now that's not fair. (v_v) Nuffing can do with it. *sigh*

Ohh!! Can you guys believe it?! Our Economics teacher gave us a "vacation homework." That's so not good. Haha, I haven't even started yet. I have no plan to even do it. ~_~

Good part is, I have the computer the whole day. Booyeah! XD My brother agreed. *nodnod* no need of further details. Hehe.

End.

Labels: classes, homeworks, property

posted by Eliza the Witch @ 1/01/2008 11:42:00 p.m. 0 comments

About Me

i love you like no other, but i know

you're not the one. *SM*

Name: Eliza Andrea Yuzon
Home: a house

About Me:
+ classical FREAK! (Canon in D Major is my favorite)
+ loves the violin
+ WEIRD!! (totally and loving it! and you'll love it too lol)
+ middle child (the kid who gets less attention)
+ i love GOD (Solo Dios Basta!)
+ i love my family
+ i love my FOADS&friends(including my online friends *alt+3*)
+ i love my bestest bff eva! *hugglesbackclings*
+ i would really love to go to Italy (love that place even though i haven't been there)
+ love to love
+ hate people who smokes and DRINK (the drink part, as long as i'm there it's ok LOL! JK)
+ hate people who are plastic (c'mon! be yourself, you're not made out of plastic!)
+ an Emotional Poet
+ organized girl
+ ready for *any* adventure!
+ teddy = LOVE
+ dislikes strawberries
+ the only seafood i eat: shrimp, tuna, bangus(aka milk fish) and crabs
+ loves ACTING so much that it defines my LIFE
+ DANCING is after ACTING in my list of passions
+ knows how to play poker =|
+ TRUTH OR DARE
+ RISK TAKER
+ SWEET MYSTERY has a very special place in my heart ♥
+ is COMMiTED to what and who i LOVE
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